deathproof48

So its a new year, 2009 was crazy, but very enjoyable. I went through a lot of change this past year, from constantly training for this deployment, in and out of relationships, to meeting and taking my chances with the most beautiful caring woman that i've been with ever. I've gone through the ups and downs of this year, and am glad that 09 is behind me. i've come to see that I've been wasting many of the past years not doing much, so this year i'm gonna start on what I've been putting off. As soon as i get back to the states, I'm going to enroll into college, I love being in the military, but at the same time i can't stand to be in it. I've been saying to many good-byes for the past three years that i've been in and each time i say good-bye it gets a little harder to say. I'm tired of all the bullshit rules and drama, that goes on in the military. I'm going to start on my new life as soon as I get back, it's going to be a regret free life. I'm gonna do what i want to do, that includes a lot of what i've been held back from in the past years. So I'm done stammering about my shitty life, although its been a good one so far, just a lot of set backs. Xmas was good, I got the family a lot of what they've been needing and what I couldn't have gotten them years past. I got my girlfriend more than she asked this year but sometimes its good to spoil her and she couldn't be happier that I changed my leave dates to january. It's been quiet around here in afghanistan, thinking that this spring shits really going to eat up with the taliban. So for now, that's the update on me, I'm pretty sure no one reads my shit anyway, Just needed to vent a little bit. Smoke Ya Later!