deathofadream

This is how i feel right now. All i wanna do is be alone, dont wanna go to work i just wanna sit in darkness. I hate people right now, i get very aggravated easily at the moment. I dont know whut to do with myself.

Band: Mest
Song: Can't Take This

I want this
She hates this
I'm not who I used to be...
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Well today was goin pretty good. I was lookin forward to goin to club hell on friday, but now i dont think im gonna. I got some sad news today when i walked into my house after work. My mom was on the phone with my friend brenda's mother and then my mom told me.

My cousin stevie died today. While he was camping, someone...
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So it seems that i have plans for friday night. WOO GOO ME!! Im finally goin somewhere! haha. Im talkin to my friend jordan(he's in the band IN SOMA HOLIDAY) and he asked me if i wanted to go with him his bro and chris(the drummer) to hell friday. So i said hell yea lol. Not only will i be hangin out with an old...
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I have a very spectacular sight to tell...well nobody cuz im all alone lol. But anyways, i was walking home from my friend brenda's apartment and i cut through the cemetary to go to the store. And as i was walking through it it was lightning out And the cemetary was pitch black with trees all around. So as im walking through under the trees,...
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I just preformed surgery on my finger. I hadda tip of a thorn from a rose bush stuck in there good. But i succeded in gettin it out.

Got home early from work today thank god. It was frikin hot out there today. Later im probabaly gonna go for a bike ride or walk with my friends mom. She wants to start gettin in shape...
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Ohhh man was it a hot one today. Alll damn day trimming shrubs and raking the mess. Sucked!

Im frikin tired as hell so this is gonna be nice and short. Cuz im waiting for my food and then goin to bed. Well theres really nothin else to say so im off. Later

It was rediculously hot and humid today. I hate humidity. And i have to work in it tomorrow too, plus the summer when it gets really really hot. blah!

Anywho, I went over to brendas house today after i made her a cd and just hung out with her and her bf. It was boring as hell, but im not gonna complain cuz when i...
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My internet is finally working again. I ended up callin my isp and tellin em i was haviing a problem connecting and they said that it was becuz they were fixing a piece of hardware on the tower so some people were gettin a "limited or no connectivity" dialog box.

Anywho, i cut my hair into a mohawk yesterday but the gel/wax the chicks used...
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So my uncle never called me saying lets go, so i stood home from work today. My internet seems to be working fine now. I ended up falling back to sleep at 3 this afternoon and woke up at 430. I ate some food took a quick shower and remembered my friend and her bf and her mom were goin to the mall to pick...
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My internet is being gay! It wouldnt frikkin connect last night and this morning. I had to frikkin restart my computer about 5 times b4 it connected. So once i log off today(cuz i might have to work if it clears up) and come back on later, it might do the same thing again. So if yous dont see a new post after this, Then...
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So, Work sucked today, I felt like tellin my uncle to go fuck himself again, but then thought i need the money so i cant so i'll just keep my mouth shut. Other than that, it was alright i guess. It was hot as hell out today. I was just thinkin...Sid didnt want it to rain on her bday, but i was thinkin...She said...
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Slowly the pen touches paper in the guidance of the words that you write.
Memories roll in; of the things you once did
and who you had shared them with. Is somebody thinking of you?
Did I bother telling you this, with the words that cross teeth and jump lips?
A poor choice of words, in wanting to tell you anything.
But words don't come...
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