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Im bored.

There's nothin to frikin do. I needa life.

:::Yawn:::
lilcupcake:
Yeah well I will need one too soon! If you have seen my blog lol
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Hey so here is an update since the last post..

Me and Mandy aren't together. She don't wanna be with me. Whutever i'm not gonna loose sleep over it.

Me and my cuz Nate are good. I've been chillin with him alot. I've been helpin him and his family move, and

a couple days ago me and him had to go bring his dog to...
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lilcupcake:
Wow great lyric! Anyways, sorry to hear about that chick but obvi she has issues. kiss anyways, my life is unravelling...awesome LOL not....but what can I do, I gotta move along.
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::sigh:::

Life isnt all whut its cracked up to be. I've been reading this book called "Man's Search for Meaning" by Viktor E. Frankl, its a pretty good book so far. It talks about his expierience in a concentration camp, then goes into his theory called logotherapy which is somewhut like psychotherapy i guess. I haven't gotten that far into it.

How does one find...
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lilcupcake:
Awww sorry to hear that! kiss Yeah I hear ya on family...sometimes you just dont know who to trust. Are you with this girl now? Its not nice that they are talking shit about her, even if it didnt work out between her and cuz...
lilcupcake:
kiss Thanks, happy bunny day :o)
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HEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYY!!

Long time no type. Shits been confusin. and borin.

Nothin really to say. Been drugged up all weekend cuz i have shingles(virus of chicken pox that stays with ya after you get chicken pox once) and been in pain since. But its goin away now. Im gonna miss bein drugged up lol. Thats about it i guess. Been pretty damn boring. Talk more later.
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lilcupcake:
He didnt say anything? Maybe he is just not that into her?
lilcupcake:
Yikes! So if she isnt then what!? and if she is...whoa
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:::sighh:::

"Hopeless Love"
Two hundred miles away from home.
Two hundred miles beneath this lake is where my heart belongs.
But you don't care at all
You wouldn't even smile if I were screaming as the water filled my lungs, oh my lungs.

You demand to be chased for your love.
My desperate heart is far too weak to run for you this long.
But...
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Ahhhhh fuck, why did God create feelings, they suck.

I tried to like sever all ties with my cousins girlfriend, but i cant. I just cant stop talkin to her or seein her, itll kill me even more than whut it already does.

Why me. and why her of all girls. Shes my fuckin cousins girlfriend.
Ive been so depressed. If it was someone other...
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dekews:
Yeah. That sucks.
But you gotta let go of the feelings/dream of being with her. You'll be much happier in the long run.
Just try to think of her as friend.
Sorry dude. blackeyed
lilcupcake:
Awwww wish I could squish you! ((((HUGS)))) I am sorry frown But not all girls are evil kiss
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Ahhhhhh its been awhile lol and shit has gotten so complicated..

Does it make me a bad person cuz i fell in love....

With my cousins girlfriend? lol I cant help how i feel. The more i hung out with them, the more i started to like her. And whut makes it worse is that she likes me back. But i know nothin will happen,...
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lilcupcake:
Is that a new pic? I like it smile
lilcupcake:
WTF it wouldnt let me post my comment....basically saying it does suck Monkey balls....

Other than the whole sucking of the balls of a primate, what else you been doing.
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Sooo,

Hows it goin?
Its been a long time since my last post. Imma try to make it a happier one.

Lets see, nothing really has been happening. I moved back to mass in january(cant remember if i said that in the last post or b4 that one) I dont have a job yet(sucky) My car is dead and i dont have the money to...
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dekews:
Good luck with the photography. It's good to feel inspired.
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this year sucks. girls suck, everythin sucks.

Tell me, why....why, do girls think that just cuz the guy they like dont like em back they take their shit out on the guy that does like em.....like me....and say " i dont like you you fuckin idiot, I wanna puke everytime i see you" ?

Mind you, i just pretty much started hangin out with this...
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lilcupcake:
lol I hate boys....so there! kiss Make you feel better? lol I am back btw smile
sid:
That's funny. I also own a powershot S2 and got an xTi (the new camera)! I have to thank Trevor for getting me the xti though. It was my Valentine's Day present from him.
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ahhhhhhh new years sucks! mad
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Well, christmas passed.

It was kinda wierd not bein able to see my grandmother and my cousin.

There was a sense of emptiness on christmas day.

Although i know theyre watchin over me, it just doesnt feel right them not bein here.
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Well...

Its been almost a month since i last posted.

Nothin has been goin on. I quit my job a while ago when my grandmother was in the hospital so i could commute back and forth to mass to visit. Then she died. I miss her, but i know shes in a better place.

On a lighter note, Im mostlikely moving back to mass sometime...
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