tomorrow will be my two month aniversery of when my woman left me. Sad that I sitll think about her. I have put my life back into perspective though. I realize now that it was silly for me to support her going through school then expect her to do the same for me. You can not stop your personal growth for another person, or they...
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itzjusme:
I totally agree that you can't stop your growth for another person. I was doing that for 6 years. I am glad you are not doing that anymore. I am thinkin' of ya. I know you'll be alright. I am going through some similar shit myself. 
wtf:
I heard once that for every year you were with someone you have to give yourself 3 months to get over that relationship. Aint that some sh*T!?! 
I'm still not sure what I think or believe about all that. Were you happy for the most part in the realtionship and she just wasn't towards the end? I think you should wish her happiness... because then all that happiness will ultimately come back to you somehow... not sure when... but 3-fold somehow..somewhere.
I'm still not sure what I think or believe about all that. Were you happy for the most part in the realtionship and she just wasn't towards the end? I think you should wish her happiness... because then all that happiness will ultimately come back to you somehow... not sure when... but 3-fold somehow..somewhere.Life smirks, a girl smiles, breath flies,
and the angels laugh.
Come to me o' cursed one she cries,
and yet the burning continues in my eyes.
I felt she was my other half.
Joy builds, times passes, security sets in,
and the angels make their wager.
Comfort me she asks, cure my sin,
and blinded down the path I begin.
I felt she was...
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and the angels laugh.
Come to me o' cursed one she cries,
and yet the burning continues in my eyes.
I felt she was my other half.
Joy builds, times passes, security sets in,
and the angels make their wager.
Comfort me she asks, cure my sin,
and blinded down the path I begin.
I felt she was...
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pixxi:
Yes it's the same boy... Seems to be working out really well. Sounds lke you're not having the best day. Cheer up honey!
What smiley are you?
click on the smiley and say why!
when my sleep is interupted.
cuz I haven't worked out in months
most of the time I like to screw around and have fun though.
Thanks to the amazing english dictionary we have words like bar!
bar
n 1: a room where alcoholic drinks are served over a counter [syn: barroom, saloon, ginmill, taproom]...
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click on the smiley and say why!
when my sleep is interupted.
cuz I haven't worked out in months
most of the time I like to screw around and have fun though.
Thanks to the amazing english dictionary we have words like bar!
bar
n 1: a room where alcoholic drinks are served over a counter [syn: barroom, saloon, ginmill, taproom]...
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samanthakayne:
have a drink. then go to the bar and have several more. then make sure you have a ride home or can reach safely on foot.
'cause that's just the way i'm made.
'cause that's just the way i'm made.
pixxi:
I'm tired and I have to get super ready to go out tonight and I don't have time for a nap. I miss sleep.
I'm tired and I have to get super ready to go out tonight and I don't have time for a nap. I miss sleep. Well, I just got home after pulling a double shift. When I got off work I went by my x's place cuz she still has some of my shit. I start gathering up my crap and I find this stuffed doggie I have had since I was born. Its a neat thing, in pajama's with a cool pointy night hat on. I always dug it.....
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samanthakayne:
i've got the golden ticket! okay, actually it's just an e-ticket, but i really and truly can't wait, no. 
sounds like you had a truly shitty day, and for that, dear, i am sorry. :hugs:
sounds like you had a truly shitty day, and for that, dear, i am sorry. :hugs:
Isn't it sad when you lose all contact with a friend?
I just tried to email and old friend of mine... All gone.. no more email exists. Its harsh when you realize you had put so much effort into 1 relationship that you lost all others.
To all my old friends that I will never see again except by chance. I hope you are all...
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I just tried to email and old friend of mine... All gone.. no more email exists. Its harsh when you realize you had put so much effort into 1 relationship that you lost all others.
To all my old friends that I will never see again except by chance. I hope you are all...
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d37:
Kuri Furi!!
Is that how it goes? I cant remember.
Going to Comic Con this year?
Is that how it goes? I cant remember.
Going to Comic Con this year?
A spontaneus poem.. Wee!
The sad angel has fallen down,
broken bones and sunderd soul.
A bloody mess upon the ground,
Can you not find your hole?
Lavish sounds and harsh street light,
down the gutter dirty water trickles.
through the bars you watch the city night,
do you wonder why lifes joys are so fickle?
From portishead, to just about anything,
you search life...
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The sad angel has fallen down,
broken bones and sunderd soul.
A bloody mess upon the ground,
Can you not find your hole?
Lavish sounds and harsh street light,
down the gutter dirty water trickles.
through the bars you watch the city night,
do you wonder why lifes joys are so fickle?
From portishead, to just about anything,
you search life...
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itzjusme:
yeah....i'm sorry about that.
hmm, its 3:30.. I need to stop staying at work late.. Going in early tomorrow too.. I feel bad, I spaced my friend wanted to drink tonight. Oh well, hard to do with my curent schedule. Not that I mind, considering it is helping my moon tan come back into its glory.
Kinda tired.. Had a bout.. 10 hours of sleep since.. saturday? nah, maybe...
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Kinda tired.. Had a bout.. 10 hours of sleep since.. saturday? nah, maybe...
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samanthakayne:
as rather embarrassing as it is to admit - knowing i was going to spend the entire time on the boat or the beach - i actually did try to pack a smaller pair, lol. still didn't fit in my bag
go to sleep.
go to sleep.
So I got the EQ2 internal beta. Played it like a mad man to so I could get a "feel" for it. Then, in my typical lack of sense, I go to the internal boards and post. Of course, everyone who knows, and works with me realizes I am brutally honest. It's an accepted fat that if you ask me for feed back, your going...
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samanthakayne:
yeah - i didn't even bring my boots, lol...
Ahh the journal.. The late night sanctuary that I have come to know and talk too..
Its just past 4am. It looks like it is going to be another night with no sleep. My nocturnal soul is starting to triumph over the evils of society again. For the last 6 years I have battered and bashed at the sleepless nights I experience. At one point...
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Its just past 4am. It looks like it is going to be another night with no sleep. My nocturnal soul is starting to triumph over the evils of society again. For the last 6 years I have battered and bashed at the sleepless nights I experience. At one point...
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sionkali:
thank you so very much for your sweet comment in my journal
as far as fasting, I think I'm doin mostly juice and water...I don't think I could handle cayenne pepper
as far as fasting, I think I'm doin mostly juice and water...I don't think I could handle cayenne pepper
itzjusme:
perhaps i do....perhaps i do.
Ahhh, work.. finally, its freaking FRIDAY. No more children to deal with.
I don't know what is worse, training the indian guy who will prolly replace me, or dealing with his boss who is less intelligent then a drunken 3 year old.
Sooo
This weekend.. Sabbat I think it is tomorrow. Ah, joy...
Possibly play some EQ2 on saturday as well..
Sunday.. sunday sounds like...
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I don't know what is worse, training the indian guy who will prolly replace me, or dealing with his boss who is less intelligent then a drunken 3 year old.
Sooo
This weekend.. Sabbat I think it is tomorrow. Ah, joy...
Possibly play some EQ2 on saturday as well..
Sunday.. sunday sounds like...
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pixxi:
You and your Vodka... I have to go to work now and all I want to do is drink a Martini.