Ahh the journal.. The late night sanctuary that I have come to know and talk too..
Its just past 4am. It looks like it is going to be another night with no sleep. My nocturnal soul is starting to triumph over the evils of society again. For the last 6 years I have battered and bashed at the sleepless nights I experience. At one point...
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Its just past 4am. It looks like it is going to be another night with no sleep. My nocturnal soul is starting to triumph over the evils of society again. For the last 6 years I have battered and bashed at the sleepless nights I experience. At one point...
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Ahhh, work.. finally, its freaking FRIDAY. No more children to deal with.
I don't know what is worse, training the indian guy who will prolly replace me, or dealing with his boss who is less intelligent then a drunken 3 year old.
Sooo
This weekend.. Sabbat I think it is tomorrow. Ah, joy...
Possibly play some EQ2 on saturday as well..
Sunday.. sunday sounds like...
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I don't know what is worse, training the indian guy who will prolly replace me, or dealing with his boss who is less intelligent then a drunken 3 year old.
Sooo
This weekend.. Sabbat I think it is tomorrow. Ah, joy...
Possibly play some EQ2 on saturday as well..
Sunday.. sunday sounds like...
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pixxi:
You and your Vodka... I have to go to work now and all I want to do is drink a Martini.
A busy bee thinks of what not there was but what there should be.
I should be that bee, but yet, I am so damn sleepy lately.
Worked today. Fun and joy and stuff.. Think I might go see harry potter this weekend, but it is opening weekend.. ugh, why do my friends always want to see shit when it first comes out? Let the...
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I should be that bee, but yet, I am so damn sleepy lately.
Worked today. Fun and joy and stuff.. Think I might go see harry potter this weekend, but it is opening weekend.. ugh, why do my friends always want to see shit when it first comes out? Let the...
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samanthakayne:
i could use a new drinking buddy... but damn, we're gonna need a designated driver who doesn't sleep...
Chapter 8 starts now. May the mother guide my steps back to the light.
Chapter 7 was long and ended sadly.
Let not the past control your future unless you seek despair.
Meow?
Chapter 7 was long and ended sadly.
Let not the past control your future unless you seek despair.
Meow?
So, yeah, its been awhile. Finally totally moved out. My new roommate is pretty cool. uh yeah.. So, I did not realize but now I live two blocks from the club Sabbat. Going to check it out next week. hopefully it will be fun, will be nice tobe in walking distance of a club.. woo for drunkeness!!!
I think tomorrow I am going to go...
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I think tomorrow I am going to go...
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My new roommate seems pretty damn laid back. It looks like this might turn out well. Hopefully I will be finished moving thursday. I really would like to have my weekend free. Ahh 3 days on a weekend too!! Muahaha! Finally, I get to rest.
Oh yeah, SamanthaKayne has another cool poem up in her journal, you should check it out.
On a side note,...
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Oh yeah, SamanthaKayne has another cool poem up in her journal, you should check it out.
On a side note,...
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samanthakayne:
man... cider and ramen. def better. but you'll be happy to hear that i did much better this morning - toasted wonder bread with strawberry and apricot preserves. not too shabby for a white girl who needs desperately to go grocery shopping (i'm out of milk 
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glad to hear the move's going well - i'll certainly be enjoying the long weekend
but i can't take credit for the poetry in my journal sadly - it's not mine 
i usually open with lyrics - whatever's on my mind at the mo. that said, i've written some (if i dare say so myself) rather interesting smut there in the past, if you wanna scroll back to entertain yourself... that said, smut and overly confessional angst is about all i write, lol, i'm an editor by nature...
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glad to hear the move's going well - i'll certainly be enjoying the long weekend
but i can't take credit for the poetry in my journal sadly - it's not mine i usually open with lyrics - whatever's on my mind at the mo. that said, i've written some (if i dare say so myself) rather interesting smut there in the past, if you wanna scroll back to entertain yourself... that said, smut and overly confessional angst is about all i write, lol, i'm an editor by nature...
sexykitten:
Well thanx for stoppin bye hope to see more of ya in the future.... 
,
Kitten
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Kitten
This weekend where to start..
I suppose I will start with here.
Thank you Pixxie for your kind words. I am cheering up.
I am going to start sounding like a psycho, but I still say we should kick it sometime.
Well, this weekend started off a bit shitty. Nice big ass fight with my X.. The joys of long relationships and when they end....
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I suppose I will start with here.
Thank you Pixxie for your kind words. I am cheering up.
I am going to start sounding like a psycho, but I still say we should kick it sometime.
Well, this weekend started off a bit shitty. Nice big ass fight with my X.. The joys of long relationships and when they end....
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pixxi:
AAHHHH! PSYCHO!!! Just kidding, as soon as I stop feeling like shit maybe we can hang out. Thanks for making me smile, I'm off to Kenya!
itzjusme:
I got it when i was 17. I just never took it out. Never really notice it or remember it's there actually. 
my aching soul
the pain within
death surrounds me
and yet I grin
That about sums me up. Today, I had to deal with my X. God, I am such a sappy little bitch. I thought I was making progress to get over her, but apparently I was wrong. Man it sucks when a couple breaks up because 1 of the 2 people "falls out...
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the pain within
death surrounds me
and yet I grin
That about sums me up. Today, I had to deal with my X. God, I am such a sappy little bitch. I thought I was making progress to get over her, but apparently I was wrong. Man it sucks when a couple breaks up because 1 of the 2 people "falls out...
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pixxi:
Cheer up, everything happens for a reason.
I've had the shitiest past couple of days... I wish I was in a hole drinking Vodka.
I've had the shitiest past couple of days... I wish I was in a hole drinking Vodka.
So... I know you can't see it in my pic, but I have long hair.. Nice, long hair.. I love long hair.. It makes me feel like samson.
So I am thinking about cutting it.. Out with the old in with the new and all. Its also getting really hot and annoying after all these years.
What ya think, to cut or not to cut?
So I am thinking about cutting it.. Out with the old in with the new and all. Its also getting really hot and annoying after all these years.
What ya think, to cut or not to cut?
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deathhippie:
thats a good idea.. I used to have hair that went to my ass. Dyed it purple one to many times though.. tried regrowing it out, but its just past shoulder length now... its former glory is all gone.. /cry
locks of love is a good org though.
locks of love is a good org though.
deathhippie:
my aching soul
the pain within
death surrounds me
and yet I grin
That about sums me up. Today, I had to deal with my X. God, I am such a sappy little bitch. I thought I was making progress to get over her, but apparently I was wrong. Man it sucks when a couple breaks up because 1 of the 2 people "falls out of love". It always leaves the other one so fucked up.
Of course after 6 years with someone, all of your friends become mutual friends. So, with no one to turn to. I spill my guts to this little journal. There is no need to respond. This is just a good way to express my feelings.
Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if I had asked her to marry me earlier, and we actually got married.. Would I be getting a divorce now? Or would she have put more effort into letting me know the things that she felt were starting to go missing.
I guess I shouldn't wonder about things that could have happened, and work on things that I want to happen in the future.
You know thre has to be something wrong when even goth chicks stop seeming hot to you.
the pain within
death surrounds me
and yet I grin
That about sums me up. Today, I had to deal with my X. God, I am such a sappy little bitch. I thought I was making progress to get over her, but apparently I was wrong. Man it sucks when a couple breaks up because 1 of the 2 people "falls out of love". It always leaves the other one so fucked up.
Of course after 6 years with someone, all of your friends become mutual friends. So, with no one to turn to. I spill my guts to this little journal. There is no need to respond. This is just a good way to express my feelings.
Sometimes I wonder what it would have been like if I had asked her to marry me earlier, and we actually got married.. Would I be getting a divorce now? Or would she have put more effort into letting me know the things that she felt were starting to go missing.
I guess I shouldn't wonder about things that could have happened, and work on things that I want to happen in the future.
You know thre has to be something wrong when even goth chicks stop seeming hot to you.
Well I decided not updating and just adding to the journal was lame. So here is my update.. blah..
I went to check out the studio I was hoping to rent.. Damn, talk about the GHETTO!! Shit.. Oh well, I'll tell them tomorrow if I am prepared to live in a shit hole for a few months or not.
I think I am going to...
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I went to check out the studio I was hoping to rent.. Damn, talk about the GHETTO!! Shit.. Oh well, I'll tell them tomorrow if I am prepared to live in a shit hole for a few months or not.
I think I am going to...
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deathhippie:
Uh Me.. not so good pics?
as far as fasting, I think I'm doin mostly juice and water...I don't think I could handle cayenne pepper