deanna

arg. okay my voice is slowly coming back now but im still coughing up a storm and its quite annoying! what is also annoying is my dads girlfriend. that stupid money digging hoe! every time i come down she tries to pin little things on me to make me look bad. i dont know why she cant just fucking relax.

anyways i put a picture in my candids of when kiscica and cereal_killer came down, it was me cleaning up the beer cans in the morning so i warn you before you look. haha i think im going to toronto with kiscica tomorrow, hopefully i feel a little better by then.

really not too much exciting has been going on here because all i do all day is sit around and watch movies and download music because i dont have cable at home or high speed internet so im reaming the luxuries while i can. i watched school of rock last night, thats a pretty good damn movie! i find it absolutly amazing that kids that age can play so well and there is probably tons of them out there...me ive wanted to learn guitar FOREVER but i really dont think im co-ordinated enough to pull that shit off. so im just amazed with anyone else that can.

maybe thats why i like band boys. music is like a huge part of my life alone, and then the respect that comes along for that type of talent to make it just baffles me. im not a groupie, honest!

i give up on boys, every guy i seem to like just turns out being an impossible situation. im just going to try to enjoy my singlehood even though i think it is way overrated and just hope some perfect guy just magically falls into place, like a fairytale.

chow for now