hahhaaaa yeah today was pretty freeking cool...i was riding the bus and i was thinking about how i should be carrying a journal around and when i have thoughts i should write them down...because now i cant remeber what i was thinking but it was funny....it was something like "this guy on the bus sitting beside me smells gross" things like that...
so i had a psychology test today which i totally FAILED hardcore. half the shit on the test was like what the....fuck! he didnt even talk about like 3 quarters of it in class...fucking shit. i better find a better studying technique if im gunna pass!!
after that class i hung out with a new friend i met named kate, she was in second year graphic design...we talked about boys and i hung out at her friends house and watched some bam videos and other funny videos on ebaumsworld.com. it was fucking windy and COOOOOLD out today. holy! kate is such a sweetheart, i wonder if she will makeout with me? hehehe im bad. so we are gunna go out this weekend and get hammerrrred baby.
no doubts song - its my life. very nice, very addicting. i love 80s man. there is this fucking HOT ass guy in my nutrition class...did i mention i fucking HATE nutrition class??? i dont give two fucking shits about my digestive system and why my intestines do what they do with food...fuck off.
i like to live everyday like its my last...i seemed to have forget that for a while...when i get wound up in dramatic things like boys...i forget about my spunk. i like to run through the snow, hop down stairs like a kid, slide on the slushy snow and just do quirky things and make people look at me weird. i felt good today. its so much easier to be angry with someone then sad about it.
i just woke up from a nap, i had a fucking weird ass dream, its SO vivid in my mind. of course in really into dream so when i wake up i make sure i remember certain objects and details of my dream. so anyways here is the majority of mine.
i was in a hotel or school or some type of building, i dont recall it being one of any sort because it switched from time to time. the majority of the dream was me running from this man or men, they wanted something from me but i have no idea what it was, all i know is that i had to get away from them. so i must have ran up and down billions of stairs and through many doors, i think there was three floors in this place and i recall it looking pretty wild. aside from my running all over the places i can only recall a few actual moments that were different, one i stopped at a receptonist at a counter to get her to call for help, which didnt work so i kept running. i had my wallet with me and i kept finding money! more and more money...i remember picking up a fairly big stack of 50 dollar bills in which the man tried to acuse me of stealing later, but that wasnt the case and they didnt believe him. in the dream dictionary the stairs and doors are all signs of getting through a rough time basically. wont go into detail.
two other things besides the running occured, one was that i was sitting in a class room with a few of my friends. the only ones i remember are jessye, graeme, and some chick. so we were sitting in class and this girl came in with curly red hair and glasses and she sat on graemes lap, i was jealous. so jealous. jessye who also had almost the same thing happen to her with graeme was sitting beside him and giving the look of knowledge to me, like she knew what i was thinking...and we discussed the fact that we have some weird feelings between us because of that whole situation. it was a relief.
next i recall running into a door once and pushing the little button to lock it, at this point i recall the guy had a gun!, he didnt shoot, i recall waiting for bullet holes to come steaming through the walls, it was a small room but i felt safe with it locked. the dream dictionary also says to lock something means that happiness is to come. again if you are interested in this stuff you could look up what most of this means. so anyways i dont know why i wrote about this dream, i just love the subconsious because sometimes we truly dream of things that we DONT ever think about or really care about and then we are like "why the hell did i dream about britney spears?" haha its quite amusing how subconscious works, i want to get freuds book on dream interputation so bad!!!
xoxox
PS. thanks for all the support with my previous boy issue and the last entry
so i had a psychology test today which i totally FAILED hardcore. half the shit on the test was like what the....fuck! he didnt even talk about like 3 quarters of it in class...fucking shit. i better find a better studying technique if im gunna pass!!
after that class i hung out with a new friend i met named kate, she was in second year graphic design...we talked about boys and i hung out at her friends house and watched some bam videos and other funny videos on ebaumsworld.com. it was fucking windy and COOOOOLD out today. holy! kate is such a sweetheart, i wonder if she will makeout with me? hehehe im bad. so we are gunna go out this weekend and get hammerrrred baby.
no doubts song - its my life. very nice, very addicting. i love 80s man. there is this fucking HOT ass guy in my nutrition class...did i mention i fucking HATE nutrition class??? i dont give two fucking shits about my digestive system and why my intestines do what they do with food...fuck off.
i like to live everyday like its my last...i seemed to have forget that for a while...when i get wound up in dramatic things like boys...i forget about my spunk. i like to run through the snow, hop down stairs like a kid, slide on the slushy snow and just do quirky things and make people look at me weird. i felt good today. its so much easier to be angry with someone then sad about it.
i just woke up from a nap, i had a fucking weird ass dream, its SO vivid in my mind. of course in really into dream so when i wake up i make sure i remember certain objects and details of my dream. so anyways here is the majority of mine.
i was in a hotel or school or some type of building, i dont recall it being one of any sort because it switched from time to time. the majority of the dream was me running from this man or men, they wanted something from me but i have no idea what it was, all i know is that i had to get away from them. so i must have ran up and down billions of stairs and through many doors, i think there was three floors in this place and i recall it looking pretty wild. aside from my running all over the places i can only recall a few actual moments that were different, one i stopped at a receptonist at a counter to get her to call for help, which didnt work so i kept running. i had my wallet with me and i kept finding money! more and more money...i remember picking up a fairly big stack of 50 dollar bills in which the man tried to acuse me of stealing later, but that wasnt the case and they didnt believe him. in the dream dictionary the stairs and doors are all signs of getting through a rough time basically. wont go into detail.
two other things besides the running occured, one was that i was sitting in a class room with a few of my friends. the only ones i remember are jessye, graeme, and some chick. so we were sitting in class and this girl came in with curly red hair and glasses and she sat on graemes lap, i was jealous. so jealous. jessye who also had almost the same thing happen to her with graeme was sitting beside him and giving the look of knowledge to me, like she knew what i was thinking...and we discussed the fact that we have some weird feelings between us because of that whole situation. it was a relief.
next i recall running into a door once and pushing the little button to lock it, at this point i recall the guy had a gun!, he didnt shoot, i recall waiting for bullet holes to come steaming through the walls, it was a small room but i felt safe with it locked. the dream dictionary also says to lock something means that happiness is to come. again if you are interested in this stuff you could look up what most of this means. so anyways i dont know why i wrote about this dream, i just love the subconsious because sometimes we truly dream of things that we DONT ever think about or really care about and then we are like "why the hell did i dream about britney spears?" haha its quite amusing how subconscious works, i want to get freuds book on dream interputation so bad!!!
xoxox
PS. thanks for all the support with my previous boy issue and the last entry
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It looks like you either discovered something or just like having your mouth open while having your finger up and eyes looking elsewhere.