deanna

LAST TIME an inspiration poem written by deanna.

last time....that i cry for that dickhead.
last time.....that i call that dickhead.
last time....i fall for a dickhead!!
last time...im left in the dark by a dickhead.
last time...i make effort for a dickhead...
last time...i get hopes up for a dickhead.
last time....i speak of this dickhead.
last time...i refer to him as dickhead.
last time...i acknowledge his presence.

thats written for you graeme. you fucker!
hooray!!!! im so talented. i talked to a good friend of mine who is also friends with him and aparently he had plans with rachel tonight and last night...i called him again tonight and no answer so as the poem says...last time. i have officially given up. he was worth the effort. but if i was worth the effort he'd still be chasing me or at least concerned with my feelings. which obviously isnt the case. so that is that. he can have fun with a chick who isn't nearly as attractive or fun as me. i know we have more in common, it was bang on. he is a fool for letting it get away. i gotta stay away from boys younger then me. yikes.

anyways...you will be happy to know this is my last entry about him unless some kind of breakthrough happens.