*warning, i like to swear, be overly dramatic, whiney and emotional when im drunk, but i had to keep this one up for a while because even I am amused by it*
fuck you rachel.
im drunk. i called graeme earlier like 2 fucking hours ago and he said he was "on the other line OR with rachel" so he would give me a shout back in like 5 minures..yeah fuck you its 9pm, two hours later, and still no word. what a dick. why would he even mention "he was with rachel" whom i dont even know!! what the fuck. i swear i hate fucking males. fuck you all.
fuck me for not having any guts. maybe if i did id be in a different place right now, other then being replaced and feeling like a sack of fucking hell. fuck it all.
fuck. so i went to my friend carries tonight and we went to the bar and we got smashed, well in fact i was already smashed before i got there because im so fucking fed up with shit and im such a cheap drunk. god. so carrie was talking to this fucking hottie at the bar that she was going to take home so i got ditched. i was left all by myself so i took a cab home and said fuck it im not going to class tommorrow im gunna sleep all fucking day..
when i got home the call display shit said graeme called me back but fuck you graeme. fuck you,. he said "im with rachel" fuck you rachel, did i mention that? yeah whatever. wow i feel so fucking special that you took the time to even call me back you asshole, its obvious you have more important things to do. my advice, dont ever tell ANYFUCKINGONE that you have a crush on someone or you like someone, it all goes downfuckinghill from there! FUCKING SHIT! all right to their fucking little heads.
fuck. i drank way too much tonight, i made a deal to myself that i was going to kick ass this semester but you know what im not fucking going to class tomorrow, i dont give a shit. im going to listen to this AFI cd and fucking stay up for a while and sleep in until 6000 years BC because nobody really gives a shit anyways! say something...even if its deanna your a fucking idiot!! did i mention FUCK YOU!?
fuck you rachel.
im drunk. i called graeme earlier like 2 fucking hours ago and he said he was "on the other line OR with rachel" so he would give me a shout back in like 5 minures..yeah fuck you its 9pm, two hours later, and still no word. what a dick. why would he even mention "he was with rachel" whom i dont even know!! what the fuck. i swear i hate fucking males. fuck you all.
fuck me for not having any guts. maybe if i did id be in a different place right now, other then being replaced and feeling like a sack of fucking hell. fuck it all.
fuck. so i went to my friend carries tonight and we went to the bar and we got smashed, well in fact i was already smashed before i got there because im so fucking fed up with shit and im such a cheap drunk. god. so carrie was talking to this fucking hottie at the bar that she was going to take home so i got ditched. i was left all by myself so i took a cab home and said fuck it im not going to class tommorrow im gunna sleep all fucking day..
when i got home the call display shit said graeme called me back but fuck you graeme. fuck you,. he said "im with rachel" fuck you rachel, did i mention that? yeah whatever. wow i feel so fucking special that you took the time to even call me back you asshole, its obvious you have more important things to do. my advice, dont ever tell ANYFUCKINGONE that you have a crush on someone or you like someone, it all goes downfuckinghill from there! FUCKING SHIT! all right to their fucking little heads.
fuck. i drank way too much tonight, i made a deal to myself that i was going to kick ass this semester but you know what im not fucking going to class tomorrow, i dont give a shit. im going to listen to this AFI cd and fucking stay up for a while and sleep in until 6000 years BC because nobody really gives a shit anyways! say something...even if its deanna your a fucking idiot!! did i mention FUCK YOU!?
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friday:
boys are just stupid stupid heads. ill fight him if you want...arrrgh!! 
we should hang out and hate boys together
we should hang out and hate boys together
kiscica:
oh hunnie. that was one of the most amusing journals i've ever read. fuck em all, i say. don't let it get ya down. you're wonderful and it's his loss anyways. fuckhead. *spits on him*