I spend far too much time imagining
the way I want my life to be and not
enough time going after the things I
know would make it the way it should.
Feeling so fucking boaderline these last
few days, had the thought of cashing
in the 401k and disappearing for a couple
of years. My cat, goddamn cat keeps me
from running off and... Read More
Yea the problems with the ones that are supposedly in my "league" are not the ones that are attracted to me, then if I do meet a nice guy who is somewhat attractive wants to do things for me and take care of me, then it seems like its all too easy. I love the thrill of the chase, and therefore am doomed to a life of solitude or dates with guys who lead me around with a carrot dangling in front of my face.
Should I fall on my face or should
I fall off the face of the world?
Stupid of me to build something in
my head knowing it would wind up
not having a chance.
There's a reason men aren't
supposed to think for themselves
I'm a little teapot, short and stout.... Calling the kettle black.
And since when is not knowing what you want exclusively a male trait? Yup, I'm onto you.... Read your entire profile again - don't know when you changed it. Read your dating profile and boy was that discouraging. There are tears in my eyes.
I just made a comment to someone
that really made me sick of myself,
"Hoping that I'm not at work is
like hoping the Devil's not in Hell."
When did I devote myself to a place
that doesn't fucking respect me?
Bryn has at least given me an idea
for a hobby that I'm preparing to
start when I move to Seattle, I'm
gonna be... Read More
Yo Yo Yo. . what up g?! haha how have you been sir? I was shocked to look at my ringing phone and see your name dancing around next to hello kitty's face! once I get money to purchace more minutes I shall call you!
I'm having a hit or miss week.
Thank you Mallory for imploring
me to quit my job, it's only a
matter of time before I quit or
kick somebodies ass.
All I want is to go in and do a
days work and every day it's
drama and fuck ups.
I submitted a recipe to work &
if it 's excepted I might get some... Read More
Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex
has the most beautiful opening theme of
any show I've ever encountered.
Who knew animation could be so well done
with CG on a weekly basis. The cell depth and
the richness of colour is so intense that taking
it at face value just doesn't do it justice.
I was a bit angry in my last post, I'd... Read More
Here's some stupidity of my own... the opening of Stand Alone Complex always makes me want to go visit Japan... I don't know why. But whenever I see it I'm just like "damn... I need to save some money so I can take a trip there." So... I guess that would make my stupidity like... green tea or sake flavored if you were drinking it?
Sometimes I think things are
going well and then it seems I'm
unable to do a goddamned thing right.
It's something I do to myself when I
get involved with people.
One extreme or the other without any
balance which is friggin' ridiculous because
all I want is some fucking peace of mind.
It's been so long since I've been in a fight
I just put a photo of me in my
pix from a very successful fishing
trip I was on last thursday.
Between that and my camping
trip last weekend I really wanna
have another June in July.
I'll be at the PA renaisance faire
for Celtic Fest on the 25th too,
I'm so fuckin' stoked
fish scare me.