I can never think of anything to write these days. The shop is keeping me busy but isn't doing too well 
I'm going to be broke all year and possibly bankrupt after that if we don't make it to Christmas. I'm not even bothered about the money though, I just feel a bit wretched. It still has a chance but I can't stop feeling negative, I'm promoting the fuck out of it and it's not helping. 
John pointed out to me that this really lovely guy we know has taken a liking to me and I'm gutted cos I can't deal with it. what am I supposed to do?? why am I so mental?
grrr....I need a change, but I don't know what. soo frustrated.
I'm going to be broke all year and possibly bankrupt after that if we don't make it to Christmas. I'm not even bothered about the money though, I just feel a bit wretched. It still has a chance but I can't stop feeling negative, I'm promoting the fuck out of it and it's not helping.
John pointed out to me that this really lovely guy we know has taken a liking to me and I'm gutted cos I can't deal with it. what am I supposed to do?? why am I so mental?
grrr....I need a change, but I don't know what. soo frustrated.
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kestrel:
You, there... cake or death?
tubesound:
you just relax about it, babe. That guy means no obligation and in fact means nothing until you choose to do something about it. You also have the option to do nothing and enjoy the fact that someone likes you in that way. That's gotta be enough to relax about. 