Don't let loneliness and repetition get you down. Often when I start feeling like that it is the start of something new in my life even before I realize it. Take it as a sign that something awesome is about to happen. Sometimes you just need the "dull" moments to get some rest before the action starts Don't get depressed, get excited. Enjoy the anticipation, just for the hell of it.
i'm up for the keyboard if ya like, i still need to get a new soundcard, but it's loan time next week
chin out.