daytonawhite

anything to numb. anything to encourage ignorance.

if all else fails, i fail, too
i let you down, i fall, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you jump headfirst, i jump, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you cut your wrists, i bleed, too
if all else fails, i fail, too
you kill yourself, i die, too

heavy, heavy stuff.

you'll swear it pumps out shit and mud.

i've battled loneliness. anorexia. possible borderline disorder. self-injury. alcoholism. drug abuse. self-hatred. attempted suicides.

somehow, im still breathing.

life is a fucking joke. i can manipulate it however i want.