daysofgrace13ben

Well i made it through my first night on night shift at the casino. It really sucked but I can't complain because I am getting paid $1.50 more an hour. The first 2-3 hours are very, very hectic but after that it turns into a grave yard. I guess that is why they call it grave shift. Well the other two jobs are going well...
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I was just inspired by a blog by dice. I called off work. I turned my phone off. And am just going to chill. Peace!

What is lost can never be saved. Well that is true. But can the future be saved. I don't know. I guess you can't because it is in the future. Well I hope mine can be. Cos I have really fucked up the past or what is lost. I just think I have to focus on the future and some how put the past away....
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I can't hardly remember the last time I posted a blog-as if they are read any way. I really don't care if they are or not it is a good way to get some feelings out. Well I have not written in a while cos I am so busy with work--I'm still working crazy OT. And I know I will continue working three jobs.
I...
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Well I have really nothing to write besides the fact that today is now day 3 of my new life. I figured I fucked up my old one so I shall be reborn. But can I live up to what I have to be? That is yet to be seen. I know by 11/13/09 we will no for pretty much for sure. But the problem...
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Happy Halloween to all those in SG land! I"M out! Peace!

I can't wait for Halloween. I fucking love Halloween. It is my favorite holiday-if you consider it a holiday. The only thing that sucks is that I work. But it will still be cool cos the casino is giving away a car and it will be packed and all the crazy ass people will be out in costumes all fucked up. There are a lot...
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I got a lot of shit going on right now between 3 jobs, starting a new band, a woman I love but does not see me, family problems mental issues and losing weight. Fuck everything else i know I'll handle that shit but losing weight is actually seeming to be the hardest. I'm 6'1" and weigh 233 pounds. I'm not fat - just sloppy. I...
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Hi to everyone out there. I can't sleep!!!! I'm gonna try again!

Well I was off today and it sucked. Slept in till 3 in the afternoon and got nothing done. To much OT. Every day that I go to work I end up doing OT. I do need it but I am Fucking killing myself in the process of making more money. Maybe I am greedy or just needy. I think the latter.

Well me and...
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