I got a 110.00 ticket today for expired inspection now I gotta pa40.00 to get it inspected. This really sucks because Friday's paycheck is gonna be so small because I missed 2 days of work and I don't get sick days. Well i finally got to the doctor and got some meds. I have a severe sinus infection. I hope I get better soon because...
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I have my New Years resolutions but they are for me to keep and achieve. This New Years sucked. I worked Eve and Day. Didn't get to see any friends. Spent it in working in a prison just like every major holiday of last year. Well I can't complain I made good OT money. But I have not seen my friends in so long because...
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Getting ready for New Year's Eve and Day. I gotta work both so that fucking blows. But then I get 2 days off. I'll tell you what I am so sick it is probably best that I work and won't drink. I called off today so I gotta go in tomorrow because we don't get paid if we call out. But I can"t stop throwing...
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I'm in such fucking misery. So I will write about it. Mentally I am beyond repair. Years of suffering with OCD, anxiety. depression and anger have built up an trapped me in an abyss I cannot escape so I just rot away on the inside and die slowly. The best part is no one fucking cares-good that is less people that have to suffer. Some...
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Well I took 3 days off this site cos I had to go out of town, forgot my password and had to get a new one. Well some SG"s pages were showing ads for random blogs. Something must have gotten screwed up by the way I logged out. This has happened before but after a while it all got better. I just think it is...
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Merry Christmas! Gotta go to work(double time and a half). Everyone be safe and peace!
Oh I am so fucking tired. But the problem is I can't sleep. All I do is write,write,write. On and on about the craziness in my head. Seriously it is like some kind of demon is up there. Totally irrational thoughts and such fucking anxiety. Sometimes I want to scream other times I just want to fucking cry. All I feel is dread. So the...
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Oh back to work. I got out at the worst time on Sunday-3:00am right in the middle of a blizzard but I didn't care I love snow. You must behold the grace of falling snow-- kinda like a girl I know. She has the grace of falling snow-just gotta let her know. I will. Any way like I said it is back to work for...
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