daysofgrace13ben

I have a retarded phone. I got it when I was un-employed and had no money. The phone is completely fucked up. It has one fucking ring tone which is so fucking annoying it makes you want to shoot yourself every time it goes off. 2nd it has no games. I can't take no fucking pictures cos this shitty thing has no camera. I have...
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Yes in my new apartment I am making it into layers.
I'll bet you all i'll have it done by the end of the month.

Peace

Like Elvis, we all die
but we live on' in photos
and paperbacks
if were lucky
were coming back.

Far-"Mother Mary"

For some reason that song haunts the living shit out of me.

I am always freaked by the stuidist things. Awesome fucking song though.
Peace as always my lonely lovelies. For were all the same. For some reason we have such shame.
I'm off...
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New job really sucks-no money-boring-everybody there is pretty much an asshole. Work so hard to get ahead in life and now I am back to being truly poor. I would not hesitate to make the same decision again. It was the right thing to do. It was out of love. It was for her. Save her screw me any day. It took me 30 years-war,...
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September came so sadly said good bye to August and hello to the pain. For in September you died And I fore ever cried. She took your place as a Scorpio in October. I will not let her go. Never letting go though death so fast is always so very slow but do we even know?

Oh Fuck! Stated my new job and really fucking loving it. Well she is gone. Yet I'll move on and forgive with the anger that keeps me warm while she is away. Well I'm going to bed. Very sick. Sick for almost year that I've been this way. My stomach is all fucked and no Dr.'s can find out what is wrong. But my benies...
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Well today I start my new job. A complete paradigm shift--but fuck it I am ready. I needed the change. I am actually really excited. I guess this is like day #1 of my new life. I obviously failed the first one but now I actually have hope. I am just gonna prove mother fuckers wrong. Just as I have all along. It will involve...
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Well it has been about 2 weeks since I quit my job. Well today I found out I have a new one and I am fucking thrilled. I am now a janitor at a local college and I very proud. Yes I had A very good job(money wise) but it was tearing me the fuck apart mentally and physically. My life was that piece of...
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I need to be the change I want to see. Peace

Well I really think quitting my job was the right thing to do. It was evil and totally fucked up in the way that they treated people(really good people). It does make me sad that so many good men still work the job and do it knowingly that they are just "puppets." They don't mind being held back from what they truly could be. And...
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