daysofgrace13ben

i am really stoked about what is going on these past couple days. first i got an interview for a part time security job at the sands casinos. if i get this job combined with working at the prison i can make some decent money. the down side is less practice time with the band, however i'm sure we can work this out. it is...
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today i was back to work. no major problems with exception of a cell extraction that luckily did not happen. an inmate that is often a problem flooded his cell. so i had to get all suited up. luckily once we filled his cell with pepper spray he had enough and was cuffed and sent to the hole with out any more problems. went out...
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today went great. played with the band but back to work on thursday.

here just some random drunken shit.

13 days
13 days of grace
to stare down this fool
then watch in awe
as june crashes practically poetically
in flames
sever all
ties that bind
free your self
liberate your mind
jester joker
jester laughter
i am your jester drank the poisoned wine for...
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today was a very good day. i talked with my girl for a long time and we both feel a lot better. we just gotta stick together and look up. anyway i've talked about my band alot so i'll tell alot more. our band name is adele's lullaby. we sound like smashing pumpkins meets bad religion meets the get up kids meets slayer. sounds crazy....
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practiced with the band almost all day. were just playing local shows and practicing. it seems far away but we should be recording by october. on a sad note a girl i've known since i was ten--her brother died. he was a state trooper and he got in a shootout with a guy trying to kill his own kid. i guess they shot at each...
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SATURDAY NIGHT I WENT OUT WITH MY GIRL AND MY FRIEND AND HIS GIRL. I WANTED TO GET ALL THE SHIT OFF MY MIND BUT WAS NERVOUS BECAUSE THIS BAR WAS TOTALLY UP SCALE. AND THAT IS NOT ME ALL. WELL IT WASN'T BAD AT ALL. I HAD SOME GREAT STEAK AND SOME BEERS. IT WAS ALL COOL TILL MY GIRL STARTED GETTING IN HER...
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WELL THE INMATES WERE ALL BEHAVED TODAY. NO FIGHTS NO CELL EXTRACTIONS. ALL GOOD. NOW I HAVE 4 DAYS OFF-I ONLY AM A PART TIMER. I WILL GET SOME TIME TO SPEND WITH MY GIRL. I PRAY I CAN JUST HOLD ON TO HER BECAUSE WE AIN"T GETTING ALONG TO WELL LATELY. I AM REALLY WORRIED ABOUT MY JOB-EVERYONE IS GETTING LAID OFF IN THESE...
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really to fucking sick to write more to come.