HAD THE DAY OFF-BACK TO WORK TOMORROW. EVERYTHING SEEMED TO BE GETTING BETTER UNTIL NOW. I GUESS HAPPINESS IS SHORT LIVED. MY BEST FRIEND IS MOVING TO PALM BEACH FLORIDA AUGUST 5TH. I MEAN I WISH HIM THE BEST DOING WHATEVER THE FUCK IT IS THAT HE WANTS TO DO BUT HE IS LEAVING A LOT OF PEOPLE FAR BEHIND AND HE DOES NOT REALLY...
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WELL I HAD A GOOD DAY TODAY. FOUND OUT MY SCHEDULE FOR MY NEW JOB DOING SECURITY AT THE CASINO. IT FITS WELL WITH MY SCHEDULE AT THE PRISON. BOTH JOBS PAY DECENT AND BOTH GIVE 2 15 MINUTE BREAKS AND A HALF HOUR LUNCH. AND BEST OF ALL THEY ARE BOTH 11-7. I LOVE NIGHT SHIFT. I WILL HAVE TO WORK 8 DAYS ON...
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WELL NOTHING NEW TO REPORT. SAME OLD SHIT-DIFFERENT DAY. THE NEW JOB IS GOING WELL-PICKED UP A LOT OF OT. JUST CANT WAIT FOR THE PAYCHECK SO SICK AND TIRED OF WAKING UP SO EARLY-SO EXCITED I WILL BE STARTING NIGHT SHIFT SOON-I LOVE THE NIGHT AND IT WILL GO RIGHT ALONG WITH MY OTHER JOB. WELL I GOTTA GET READY TO PASS OUT SO----PEACE.
WELL I STARTED A NEW JOB TODAY AT THE CASINOS DOING SECURITY. I'LL BE WORKING THERE AND AT THE PRISON. I CAN FINALLY AFFORD GOOD BENEFITS WHICH I NEED FOR ALL THE FUCKING MEDICINE THAT I TAKE AND ALL THE DOCTORS THAT I SEE. I CAN ALSO AFFORD TO GET A NEW CAR. MY CAR NOW IS BEATEN THE HELL TO DEATH. ALSO CAN GET...
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WELL I HAD ONE OF THE WORST 10 DAYS OF MY LIFE. GOT DRUNK TO A POINT WERE IT IS JUST NOT FUN ANYMORE. RAN OUT OF MY MEDICATION-DIDN'T HAVE IT FOR 6 DAYS. I ENDED UP HAVING A FUCKING SEIZURE. MADE OUT WITH MY BEST FRIENDS GIRL WHEN I WAS DRUNK. I FEEL SO BAD-BUT SHE LIKES ME AND I KINDA LIKE HER. BUT...
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crissi:
I try not to do that...ruins the night
well after yesterday's rant i feel a little guilty. i cried and self pitied myself to much. but any way i do have a severe problem with my anxiety. a lot of this stems from situations that i am in but a lot is my own fault. i stopped working out when my gym membership ran out over a month ago. i always felt better(A...
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I FEEL I JUST CAN'T FUCKING WIN. I FEEL NOT APPRECIATED, MAD AT THE LIARS THAT HAVE RUINED MY LIFE, MAD AT THE FAKERS IN THIS WORLD, MAD AT THE PAIN I FEEL EVERY FUCKING DAY, MAD THAT SO MANY FEEL THE SAME WAY I DO OR WORSE AND THAT NOBODY GIVES A FUCK. ALL I FEEL IS SORROW. MOST PEOPLE AIN'T BEEN THROUGH THE...
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I AM ALIVE. THAT IS IT.