Well the trip to RI fell into the shitter, mainly because the girl I was going to go with admitted she had a boyfriend. But things worked out after all cos tomorrow I am going to get to see some friends I have not seen in ages so I am happy about that. I just can't drink anymore because when it mixes with alchohol I have seizures. So I gotta get my Dr. to get me off this shit. I have 3 more days off and am very happy--who cares that the trip fell apart life is all about change and dealing with it. Well I am just happy to be alive and to know that there has to be a Heaven cos I've already done my time in hell. Peace!