I saw her at work. Still beautiful, still all smiles-I didn't even think about Amanda. We talked about the years and then she(Lesley) brought her up. She said Amanda still talks about me and wants to see me. You see Lesley is Amanda's younger sister and Amanda is my one and only. But it has been so long since I have seen Amanda-5 years to be exact. And I miss her every day. Lesley said she has a boyfriend now and is doing good with her kids and has been clean for 4 years. This Monday we are to meet-again. I'm nervous and scared but excited as hell. I'm not expecting a miracle. I just wanna see her blue eyes again, eyes as blue as the ocean. We will probably never be together but we can love each other.Peace!