I'm in such fucking misery. So I will write about it. Mentally I am beyond repair. Years of suffering with OCD, anxiety. depression and anger have built up an trapped me in an abyss I cannot escape so I just rot away on the inside and die slowly. The best part is no one fucking cares-good that is less people that have to suffer. Some one did once care but she cared about getting high more. Now she is fucking dead. I would never kill myself instead I'll suffer until I die from the pain in my soul and my heart. I really don't care if any one reads this I just had to vent. So till next time-Peace.
More Blogs
-
2
Wednesday Nov 25, 2009
Well i made it through my first night on night shift at the casi… -
0
Monday Nov 23, 2009
I was just inspired by a blog by dice. I called off work. I turned m… -
0
Wednesday Nov 18, 2009
What is lost can never be saved. Well that is true. But can the… -
1
Monday Nov 16, 2009
I can't hardly remember the last time I posted a blog-as if they… -
1
Monday Nov 09, 2009
Well I have really nothing to write besides the fact that today is no… -
0
Sunday Nov 01, 2009
Happy Halloween to all those in SG land! I"M out! Peace! -
0
Monday Oct 26, 2009
I can't wait for Halloween. I fucking love Halloween. It is my favo… -
0
Wednesday Oct 21, 2009
I got a lot of shit going on right now between 3 jobs, startin… -
0
Wednesday Oct 14, 2009
Hi to everyone out there. I can't sleep!!!! I'm gonna try again! -
0
Tuesday Oct 13, 2009
Well I was off today and it sucked. Slept in till 3 in the afternoon…