I'm in such fucking misery. So I will write about it. Mentally I am beyond repair. Years of suffering with OCD, anxiety. depression and anger have built up an trapped me in an abyss I cannot escape so I just rot away on the inside and die slowly. The best part is no one fucking cares-good that is less people that have to suffer. Some one did once care but she cared about getting high more. Now she is fucking dead. I would never kill myself instead I'll suffer until I die from the pain in my soul and my heart. I really don't care if any one reads this I just had to vent. So till next time-Peace.
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