daysofgrace13ben

Oh back to work. I got out at the worst time on Sunday-3:00am right in the middle of a blizzard but I didn't care I love snow. You must behold the grace of falling snow-- kinda like a girl I know. She has the grace of falling snow-just gotta let her know. I will. Any way like I said it is back to work for me in about 2 hours but of course I really don't mind at all. I really need the money bad and today is Tuesday so the casino Should be I repeat should be dead so it should be some easy money-but you never really know. All I really know is that I am having a fucking severe anxiety attack and only I know why. But I just cant stop it from invading my mind. Hopefully work will get my mind off her, I mean it. I feel like I am going crazy and know one really gives a fucking shit but how can they if I wont explain it to those that can possibly help. I've always tried to tackle shit on my own but this time I really need some help. Well off to work and to the rest of you -- peace.