daysofgrace13ben

Another day gone by. I went to work but all I thought about was loves that could have been and loves that could be if I could only get my shit together. Will I ever-I don't know. I feel pathetic writing this but it is what is going on in my mind and life right now. December has always been a sad and lonely month for me and this December is proving to be no different. I am so lost under this sea of decaying stars trying so fucking hard to hide my scars that I wear deep upon my soul. Well it feels good to get these emotions out whether any one is listening or not. Well anyhow peace to everyone.