daysofgrace13ben

Oh how I miss the old days. Not a care in the fucking world. Now it is just work and stress. I really can't take this stress and anxiety any more. Nothing seems to help at all. I wanna cry but must move on. Be a soldier pick my head and move forward never looking back. Live with no more regrets. Live like today is the last day I will have alive. It is so much easier said then done, especially when you miss her so much. You try to erase the memory but it remains. Sticks to your heart and soul like fly paper but burns like sand paper. She is so beautiful yet is a creature devouring my mind. One day at a time. I just need some one to believe in me cos I have never believed in a god damned mother fucking thing. I want to and need to change but I just might not have the time. Please save from her memory. Adele you have ruined all that was pure and good. Now get the fuck out of my head. Is that to much to ask. But it is all up to me.