daysofgrace13ben

So I had the date tonight. Well no I didn't. She never called and I called her and I have no fucking clue where she is. I swear this woman was so into me and I was so into her but I guess I am not really that special to her. When I see her at work on Friday I don't know what I'll say to her if I say anything to her at all. I wonder if she will say anything to me. If she doesn't want to date me then fine-don't pull shit like this though. I feel like she set me up just to hurt me. Well if that was her plan then she achieved her goals. I feel like a real piece of shit now. It is 11:00 and I am going to bed because I feel so depressed. I really thought this one would work out. But I am so fucking stupid. I really just wish Adele would come back. She had class among a hell of a lot of different things. But she moved to San Francisco just to see what she could be. Well she was everything to me. So to all please --peace.