I got all that I needed to get done today and a lot more. Gotta go back to work tomorrow but hell I need the money bad. I'll probably stick around for ot to make some more easy money. I hate to say this but I have this weird feeling of dread. Everything seems so dark and my anxiety is so high. I feel so strongly something terrible is going to happen to me. I get like this every once in a while. The problem is nothing ever happens, the real shit happens out of no where. I just seem to worry for no reason at all and put stress on my self that is not needed at all. I really am a completely irrational person. Always have, very sure I always will be so I just gotta suck it up and live with it. That is the bottom line.
On another note I am really crushing on this girl Amy who works at the casino with me just in another department which is way more important than mine. I actually think she may like me but you really are never sure just sure you could be right. You just have to take the chance--for it is he who dares, wins. I am gonna take the chance, just gotta do it right. It feels so weird trying to get back in a relationship ever since Adele left for Cali. The last time I was with her was May 22 2009. Actually that's the last time I have been with any woman period. So yeah I am a little nervous.
Other than that I have decided to put forth my best effort in writing some poetry and hopefully get it published. I'll just have to work my ass off and then just wait and see what happens. Hopefully it will go well. Maybe in the future I'll post some of my work and hopefully get some constructive feed back. But if I don't I really don't care.
Well to all you guys out there in SG land I am going to watch some TV and then pass out. So to all -peace!
On another note I am really crushing on this girl Amy who works at the casino with me just in another department which is way more important than mine. I actually think she may like me but you really are never sure just sure you could be right. You just have to take the chance--for it is he who dares, wins. I am gonna take the chance, just gotta do it right. It feels so weird trying to get back in a relationship ever since Adele left for Cali. The last time I was with her was May 22 2009. Actually that's the last time I have been with any woman period. So yeah I am a little nervous.
Other than that I have decided to put forth my best effort in writing some poetry and hopefully get it published. I'll just have to work my ass off and then just wait and see what happens. Hopefully it will go well. Maybe in the future I'll post some of my work and hopefully get some constructive feed back. But if I don't I really don't care.
Well to all you guys out there in SG land I am going to watch some TV and then pass out. So to all -peace!