daysofgrace13ben

I HAVE A QUESTION-BUT 1ST HEAR THE WHOLE STORY. THERE IS THIS WOMAN THAT I AM IN LOVE WITH. I FINALLY ASKED HER OUT ON A DATE AFTER WEEKS OF BEING A COWARD, AND IT IS SO FUNNY HOW SHE JUST TURNED UP BACK IN MY LIFE. ME AND AMANDA GO WAY BACK. I WAS MADLY IN LOVE WITH HER IN HIGH SCHOOL BUT IT NEVER REALLY WORKED OUT. I WILL SAY THIS - SHE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND SHE IS PROBABLY THE SWEETEST GIRL I KNOW. WELL OVER THE YEARS SHE FELL APART AND GOT INTO EVERY DRUG YOU CAN IMAGINE-SHE EVEN TRICKED FOR A WHILE. SHE WAS ARRESTED 4 TIMES FOR DRUGS AND GOT 2 DUI"S.SHE EVENTUALLY WENT TO REHAB AND CAME OUT AND FUCKED UP. SHE THEN WENT AGAIN AND HAS BEEN CLEAN FOR ALMOST 2 YEARS. I REALLY AM HEAD OVER HEALS FOR THIS GIRL. I GAVE UP POT AND DRINKING BECAUSE OF HER.
NOW IS THAT THE RIGHT THINK TO DO: GIVE UP 2 OF MY"HOBBIES" WHICH I LOVE AND LEAD A DIFFERENT LIFE FOR HER. BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT I'M DOING OR AM I BEING A LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED PUNK? I MUST SAY I LIKE AMANDA A WHOLE LOT AND THIS IS MY2ND AND LAST CHANCE WITH HER.
WELL IF ANYONE IS LISTENING PLEASE GIVE ME SOME ADVICE-BUT I KNOW THE FINAL DECISION IS UP TO ME. WELL TO ALL -PEACE