daysofgrace13ben

had a great day with lauren. very romantic went out to eat just made it a great day. now i high and drunk(she has been asleep since 10:00.) so i am gonna put up drunken poem written years ago about a very sad part of my life cos i am feeling a little depressed. don't have a fucking clue why.

autumn
with a slit wrist
she bleeds out before my eyes
my star, my angel
gone virgin goddess, gone virgin whore
no time for tears
no time for fears
i will never get back
all the years
move on faster
push on further
she was my love
she was her own disaster
i could not keep up
i could not keep pace
her dreams to big
for me to chase
as much as i loved her
the heroin loved her more
gave her warmth
gave her shelter
lost my love to a drug
lost my love to a disease
now i cry alone
under dying falling autumn leaves




peace