daysofgrace13ben

WELL THERE IS THIS GIRL NAMED JESS THAT I USED TO DATE. I HONESTLY HAVE NEVER LOVED ANY WOMAN MORE THAN HER. I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH HER THAT I COULD NOT DESCRIBE IT IN WORDS. ANY WAY SHE DESTROYED ME. MADE ME HURT SO BAD AND FEEL SO WORTHLESS I TRULY WANTED TO DIE. IT IS A VERY LONG STORY BUT ONE THAT...
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AND THE ANSWERS ALWAYS WAITING AT THE LIQUOR STORE--40 OUNCES TO FREEDOM SO I'LL TAKE THAT WALK. PEACE!!!!!!!!

WELL I AM GOING AFTER MY GOALS---- I TOOK A CHANCE WITH NICOLE--SHE BROKE ME IN 2. I RECORDED SOME SONGS ON MY 8 TRACK--THEY ARE NOT VERY GOOD BUT AT LEAST I HAVE SOMETHING TO START WITH. I WROTE 2 POEMS WHICH AGAIN ARE NOT VERY GOOD BUT THEY WILL IMPROVE. I TRIED TO SMILE MORE BUT IT IS HARD COS RIGHT NOW I...
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WELL I AM BACK FROM BOSTON A LITTLE BIT EARLY. THE TRAINING TOTALLY SUCKED BUT LUCKILY WE ONLY DID ABOUT 4 HOURS A DAY. IT WAS AT HARVARD AND TAUGHT BY SOME PROFESSOR ABOUT COMPULSIVE GAMBLING AND DRUG AND ALCOHOL ADDICTION AT CASINOS. MOST OF THE TIME THE 5 PEOPLE WHO I WENT UP WITH DID ONE OF THE THINGS WE WERE TOLD TO WATCH...
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WELL I'M GOING AWAY FOR A WHILE TO BOSTON FOR SOME JOB TRAINING. IT WILL PROBABLY BE STUPID ALTHOUGH IT WAS URGENT FOR ALL NEW HIRE SECURITY STAFF AT THE CASINO. I'LL GET PAID AND GET TO SEE BOSTON A CITY I LOVE. I REALLY DO NOT HAVE MUCH OF AN IDEA WHAT THE TRAINING IS ALL ABOUT BUT I WOULD THINK TRAINING FOR A...
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BACK TO WORK TODAY--I'M SO TIRED. GOTTA GET UP AGAIN TOMORROW AT 5:30. I HOPE I'LL GET USED TO THIS SHIT. JUST A NOTE---- A LOT OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD TODAY ARE TOTAL FUCK FACES. IT SEEMS EVERY DAY THERE ARE MORE AND MORE OF THEM. JUST PEOPLE WITH THEIR STUPID FUCKING COMMENTS WHO HAVE THERE OWN LITTLE KNOW IT ALL FUCKING OPINIONS TO...
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A DAY OFF - BUT A BORING DAY OFF. GOT A LOT OF CLEANING DONE. GOT SOME STUFF I REALLY NEEDED. READ A LOT. I HAVE BEEN READING THIS BOOK CALLED A BRIDGE TOO FAR. IT IS PRETTY TRAGIC-IT IS ABOUT OPERATION MARKET GARDEN DURING WW2. THE ALLIES WERE FACED WITH A IMPOSSIBLE TASK. I KNOW NO-ONE REALLY CARES BUT I LOVE MILITARY HISTORY BOOKS....
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HAD THE DAY OFF-- ENJOYED IT AND GOT A LOT OF STUFF DONE. JUST GOT DONE WATCHING FERRIS BUELLER'S DAY OFF---- I LOVE THAT MOVIE. NOW I'M JUST GONNA SHOWER THEN READ A BRIDGE TO FAR. THEN HOPEFULLY BY 3:30 I WILL FALL ASLEEP TO BE UP BY 10:00 TOMMOROW BECAUSE I GOT ALOT OF STUFF I GOTTA GET DONE STILL. KINDA HOPE TO GO...
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well another day at work----at least this one was uneventful. i was pissed though i didn't get off until 12 and by the time i got home it was 12:20am so i didn't get to go to my friends house to watch ufc 100. well i guess in my situation money was more important. actually way more important. so i work again tomorrow at the...
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WELL I WAS BACK TO WORK TODAY IN THE PRISON. WHAT A FUCKING CRAZY DAY ---- 3 CELL EXTRACTIONS AND A MINOR RIOT IN THE CAFETERIA. I AM SO STRESSED OUT RIGHT NOW. I CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE I AM STILL KINDA WOUND UP. WELL THAT IS WHAT BEER IS FOR AND LUCKILY I HAVE 13 BUD LITES IN THE FRIDGE. I MISSED MY FRIENDS BBQ...
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HAD THE DAY OFF-BACK TO WORK TOMORROW. EVERYTHING SEEMED TO BE GETTING BETTER UNTIL NOW. I GUESS HAPPINESS IS SHORT LIVED. MY BEST FRIEND IS MOVING TO PALM BEACH FLORIDA AUGUST 5TH. I MEAN I WISH HIM THE BEST DOING WHATEVER THE FUCK IT IS THAT HE WANTS TO DO BUT HE IS LEAVING A LOT OF PEOPLE FAR BEHIND AND HE DOES NOT REALLY...
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WELL I HAD A GOOD DAY TODAY. FOUND OUT MY SCHEDULE FOR MY NEW JOB DOING SECURITY AT THE CASINO. IT FITS WELL WITH MY SCHEDULE AT THE PRISON. BOTH JOBS PAY DECENT AND BOTH GIVE 2 15 MINUTE BREAKS AND A HALF HOUR LUNCH. AND BEST OF ALL THEY ARE BOTH 11-7. I LOVE NIGHT SHIFT. I WILL HAVE TO WORK 8 DAYS ON...
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