went to a 21st birthday bash at the weekend... was fun and loud but also touched with strangeness as the guy may not see his 22nd and recently lost his brother to the same condition :o( But everyone partied, all ages and eveyone living in totally different worlds ?
I'm always amazed by how different eveyones lives are. We live on the same planet but in such totally different ways and with such totally different eyes and perspectives... But through it all we all have the same questions and fears... but what if? If only? Am I loved? Did I do right? Lots of worrys about the mabeys take up so much of our time and thoughts when we only have a short amount of time to enjoy all the fun the world has to offer no matter what our perspective!
We're just on this amazing rollercoaster that we can't get off.... every now and then it pauses for a while an we think we can catch our breath, but only for long enough for the roustabouts to swap the cars round, so you may have been safley at the back but now you're at the scary front and you're just about to plummet down a big hole!
You can either close your eyes and quake with fear wishing for that safe back seat again... of stick yer hands up in the air and SCREEAAAAAMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm always amazed by how different eveyones lives are. We live on the same planet but in such totally different ways and with such totally different eyes and perspectives... But through it all we all have the same questions and fears... but what if? If only? Am I loved? Did I do right? Lots of worrys about the mabeys take up so much of our time and thoughts when we only have a short amount of time to enjoy all the fun the world has to offer no matter what our perspective!
We're just on this amazing rollercoaster that we can't get off.... every now and then it pauses for a while an we think we can catch our breath, but only for long enough for the roustabouts to swap the cars round, so you may have been safley at the back but now you're at the scary front and you're just about to plummet down a big hole!
You can either close your eyes and quake with fear wishing for that safe back seat again... of stick yer hands up in the air and SCREEAAAAAMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss ya honey!!! I am nervous and excited and wish you and Sally could be here to hold my hand!!!