as she laid with her head on my chest i told myself not this one, not this time. let it go. let it go. Dont do anything. But it was too late, and the words parted my lips as a wisper in her ear.
sometimes, its hard not to kiss you.
She looked up at me. I felt her hand slide up my side, and i dont remember anything ever feeling so comfortable. With her hand on my face, she replied.
-i cant kiss you-, she said.
i tried to say -i know- , but my lips met no words, only her breath, and the kiss that followed.
But she was right to be so cautious. She knows these eyes could be those of a killer. She has seen me at my best and my worst. She has seen the marks i've left on girls she's known, and watched me never call again. Shes watched me build things up, and tare things down. I am destructive.
What am i doing. What the fuck am i doing. This has been 8 years in the making, and now time is running out. In october she moves to austrailia. She has a good thing going. If she would stay for me, is it right for me to let her?
this is not for pitty. This is so i can remember i cared ,after i ruin this, so i dont ruin her.
Like a hollywood romance. This is why fairly tales arent a chapter longer.
But i am destructive. And she still has to come back for her clothes.
sometimes, its hard not to kiss you.
She looked up at me. I felt her hand slide up my side, and i dont remember anything ever feeling so comfortable. With her hand on my face, she replied.
-i cant kiss you-, she said.
i tried to say -i know- , but my lips met no words, only her breath, and the kiss that followed.
But she was right to be so cautious. She knows these eyes could be those of a killer. She has seen me at my best and my worst. She has seen the marks i've left on girls she's known, and watched me never call again. Shes watched me build things up, and tare things down. I am destructive.
What am i doing. What the fuck am i doing. This has been 8 years in the making, and now time is running out. In october she moves to austrailia. She has a good thing going. If she would stay for me, is it right for me to let her?
this is not for pitty. This is so i can remember i cared ,after i ruin this, so i dont ruin her.
Like a hollywood romance. This is why fairly tales arent a chapter longer.
But i am destructive. And she still has to come back for her clothes.
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aeryka:
that just kinda made me fucking hot as hell.
gadget:
I am honest to a fault. It ends up be categorized a view different ways. It either makes no sense, is sincere or makes me sound like an asshole. Either way, it's for the best. Glad you found it helpful.