I'm starting to see why so many people don't graduate from here.

All day I've really had this feeling like I'm not gonna make it.

People say that that feeling is itself the core of most people's problem. Letting yourself think you're gonna fail makes you just give up. Instead of struggling to survive you stop paddling and just sink even sooner.

If you're someone like me who always feels like he one of the smartest people around then feeling like the dumbest is really hard.

These next 6 months or so are the hardest. I have to keep in there.

(why do I have a stupid good charlotte MTV song stuck in my head. Kill me now)