dave_h

THANKS to EVERYONE who bought me drinks and gave me stuff. I only spent 4 dollars yesterday afternoon, which I have mixed feelings about. I'm proud that I had the descipline but also depressed that this is how my life is gonna be for a little while. I think at the end I was just asking people to buy me drinks, which I'm embarassed about. I'm sorry.

And sorry for abruptly leaving the parkside and didn't say goodbye to everyone. I had to grab the bus and I actually figured I catch up with most of you later. I went to a freinds BBQ which was fun.

I got to finally have a real conversation with a girl I've liked for a long time. I also caught her looking at me a bunch of times--for whatever that's worth. and also she's gonna help me get a job at this one place. and you know why? Freindster. yup that's right. we were never really freinds so we never talked but I saw her on freindster and we've written back and forth to ech other in it and now I guess we're freinds. so that's cool. yay freindster. yay cute girls.

I spent the evening in a quiet way by myself eating tap ramen and drinking OJ.

so today is a big SGSF trip. I think its gonna be fun. Sometimes I think its surreal how much fun I have with the people I met off this porn site.

ha--oh yeah I was just now reading what I just wrote and absentmindedly rubbing my chest and was like, man my muscles are sore but then I looked down and saw two nasty-ass hickies on my chest. big smiles. you know its a fuckin SGSF par-tay when suicide girls are suckin on your chest.