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seriously depressed. you should probably stop reading right here.
I have hereby banned myself from all social activities until I get a job. Even small supposedly cheap activities end up costing too much. (and you guys promising to 'take care of me' isn't gonna work.) The time has come for me to be a hermit. My money is almost gone. I seriously have to consider moving home. I think I'm gonna cry.
Its been a week and I seriously feel like I am further from getting a job than I was last week.
Today I blew my two best chances.
I visited my friends work. he said they might be able to squeeze me in. he didn't mention that his manager was a complete bitch. also I tried a new tactic in trying to explain why I don't have a job. everyone--including my old boss--keeps telling me to lie about it and come up with a less stupid sounding thing. so I did. and I fucked it up big time. I hate hate HATE lying.
Even if I do get the job the chances of me making decent money off it are slim.
I don't even want to talk about the other thing I fucked up.
The only good thing about today: I saw Donkey and Lila at the MUNI station. we chatted for a bit, even though I never really knew them. Its a shame about all that stuff. They're nice kids and seem to be doing well.
anyways, have fun. enjoy your weekend. I'll be here reading Harry Potter if you need me.
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I think I'm gonna take a walk tonight. walking is free. and people pay lots of money just to come to this town and walk around. I know for a fact that some of you wish you were here. so yeah. after dinner, I'm gonna go be a tourist.
seriously depressed. you should probably stop reading right here.
I have hereby banned myself from all social activities until I get a job. Even small supposedly cheap activities end up costing too much. (and you guys promising to 'take care of me' isn't gonna work.) The time has come for me to be a hermit. My money is almost gone. I seriously have to consider moving home. I think I'm gonna cry.
Its been a week and I seriously feel like I am further from getting a job than I was last week.
Today I blew my two best chances.
I visited my friends work. he said they might be able to squeeze me in. he didn't mention that his manager was a complete bitch. also I tried a new tactic in trying to explain why I don't have a job. everyone--including my old boss--keeps telling me to lie about it and come up with a less stupid sounding thing. so I did. and I fucked it up big time. I hate hate HATE lying.
Even if I do get the job the chances of me making decent money off it are slim.
I don't even want to talk about the other thing I fucked up.
The only good thing about today: I saw Donkey and Lila at the MUNI station. we chatted for a bit, even though I never really knew them. Its a shame about all that stuff. They're nice kids and seem to be doing well.
anyways, have fun. enjoy your weekend. I'll be here reading Harry Potter if you need me.
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I think I'm gonna take a walk tonight. walking is free. and people pay lots of money just to come to this town and walk around. I know for a fact that some of you wish you were here. so yeah. after dinner, I'm gonna go be a tourist.
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cheer up dave, you have to be optimistic. you will find something soon. i cant feel it.