dave_h

I can't sleep.



its 420 am

I just took a couple of sleeping pills. I hate these things they make you feel like shit but I'm really concerned about a bunch of stuff and all these things keep running through my mind.

tons of relationship stuff and money stuff and work stuff and just other kinds of stuff.

I hate drama.

Tonight something happened that made me more upset than anything has in years. I think I've been sadder before but I really can't think of anytime when I had so much anger directed at one person. I never ever ever get mad. but stuff has just been building up over the last few days and one little thing caused it to all come out.
[If that person reads this: I'm sorry. I just don't understand me right now. I can't handle the drama, even if I'm the one creating it all.]

Luckily an awesome person from this site was there to let me vent. she is a good listener and I thank her so much for it.

When I calmed down I made a decision and I really do think it was the right one. and I'm gonna stick by it.

anyways, I got some things I gotta work out. my brain is slowing down now. hopefully I'll be better in the morning.

---------------------I am but still everything will be ok I promise.

ps: my phone isn't working right. if anyone tries to call just leave a message and I'll call you back.