time to move on i gotta get my shit together and be selfish start to focus on my self improvement and mental well being etc.. spring break is almost gone kinda yeah for me kids back in school so that snice but i like the thought of feeling im on vacation kinda dorky i guess .....so what
ya know for anyone who has family issues as i do im sorry i wish i had a real realtionship more less with my sisters but eh thats life im grown and i now realize that
aside from all the drama which has caused me to almost go to emergency due to panic attacks i felt like i was having a heart attack for 3 days now im freaking out ...........so im trying to stay positive and be silly laugh lots ...............it really makes things much easier less anxieties ................k so im good im feeling like life will be better to have some people not in it ...............thank goodness we can make that choice ahhhhhhhh relief
ya know for anyone who has family issues as i do im sorry i wish i had a real realtionship more less with my sisters but eh thats life im grown and i now realize that
aside from all the drama which has caused me to almost go to emergency due to panic attacks i felt like i was having a heart attack for 3 days now im freaking out ...........so im trying to stay positive and be silly laugh lots ...............it really makes things much easier less anxieties ................k so im good im feeling like life will be better to have some people not in it ...............thank goodness we can make that choice ahhhhhhhh relief

xanippi:
ya! this girl just called me after not calling me for ages!! and i was so happy to hear from her but so pissed off... i realized... life is better without some people in it.