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Eleven more days until my doctor's appointment. Wish it was sooner. It's been really rough lately. I hope they can help, I'm pretty sure I'm going to need some kind of medication. I wish it didn't have to come to this but I don't know what else to do. Things can't continue as they have been.

Is one of the symptoms of swine flu swollen balls?

Because something strange is sure happening down there today..

Not much new with me...my eyes have been bothering me all day. I thought it was Red Eye at first but now I'm certain it's just pollen.

I'm writing a book of poetry. The book has an overarching theme to it, it's about loving someone and trying to communicate with them.. Here's the most recent poem from it:

Kristallnacht

Loving you makes me so frantic,...
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Hey, do any of you know if vitamins can alter your mood? I started taking these vitamin supplements last week and my mood swings have been pretty extreme. I go from a pleasant haze to feeling very, very low. It's pretty fucking strange...

I'm going to try to call that guy tonight, the one doing the movie on the Jersey Devil, see if they need...
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I just found out J.G. Ballard died.

Damn, what a busy, great day! I'm fucking exhausted,lol!

I went to this month's meeting of NH Media Makers. Made A LOT of great contacts today, some great projects coming up! I may be helping out behind the scenes on a movie about the Jersey Devil! Sounds awesome, it may happen this upcoming weekend There may be other great movie projects coming up around here,...
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This month's meeting of NH Media Makers is tomorrow, I can't wait to go.

The Hollis Flea Market opens tomorrow but I'm going to have to wait to go next week due to the meeting.

I've felt very lonely and isolated for the past week or so. I feel like people can't see or hear me. I have a lot of great things in me...
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I WANT THIS JOB!!!!!!

New "Wolfman" needed in New Hampshire

I've been on that train ride maybe four times throughout my life, last time was in 2004. It's good dumb fun! I wonder if I should risk everything and try out for this job...

Let's all say "break a leg" to Jaime, her band, Rainbow Party, is performing tonight! Kick ass tonight Jaime!

I...
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I'm a HUGE Sade fan. So sue me.



I think this may be my favorite song of hers. It came out when I was 15 and the world was full of horniness,lol. Of course, I'm still always horny NOW but...it's different when you're 15. God, she drove me wild!

The video is gorgeous to look at but pretty much nothing happens in it!

One month until my doctor's appointment. I wish I could go sooner but that was the earliest they could take me.

I'm going to see a doctor for depression. I can't live like this anymore. I've pretty much had this problem since I was ten. I never tried to get help for it, I was always able to deal with it, even though it hurt....
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