darkkitten

this is going to be short and sweet. Externed today and yet again it didin't count. It was rough on me and then my endo started acting up. Another 9 freaking hr shift, I learn a few things but every one just kinda blows me off. It doesn't help there is no ac in the part i work in. Watched this awesome dog get his arm removed due to cancer(makes me miss my dad) and another very sweet loving dog get her cast changed. She has 3 broken legs from getting hit by a car. Also broke down when this cat got put down... I knew i'd have a hard time with it but toactually see it and yeah , breaks my heart. came home and the hubby was trying to nap. I sorta wish i didn't go to MO then maybe he'd be having sex with me. Everything was great until I left and now it's back to the way it use to be yeah ... I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep... better days tomorrow...