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darkfader113

Munich

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so this really happened

Feb 14, 2018
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There's a shitload of horrible things involved with starting a business and I know my partner is (first time for him) still having serious nightmares at the risks, but we're getting there, and things are starting to look cool.

This pic is from Monday when the painter drove me over along with "our" picture.

Now that office wall has a warp gate into another dimension and that's so awesome.

Yesterday we bought our furniture which will come around in a few weeks.

Today we picked up a TV (for statistics stuff) and a stereo (for music, because how else do you live) and tomorrow we'll get a bazillion of high-speed fibre cabling to our server room (6x10Gbit/s if you're such inclined) and woah. just make the paperwork be done already.

And I think I'll go to Decadence on Friday, even if it means I'll have to work 24x7 till then.

Because... I crave Italian partying by now! no other way to put it anymore. My dream girl will not be there because she has to work, but I also kinda need to find out if I'll be sobbing in a corner missing her or if I can still just life the moment and party for the night. A side effect is this will again speed up my learning and I really feel under pressure to speed up. I'd love to visit her over a coffee but ofc it's only a few weeks that I'm learning italian, so all that'd happen is that I'd be cutting into my heart (since, as we know, we'll not just go under covers and skip the talking-please-convince-me-sir part. DAMN.). Dear girls, you can't imagine how much I desire the day where I can write in italian as I do now in english. Pray to whatever goddess everyone prefers, that when that day finally comes I'll FOR ONCE really just ask her out and not end up in another "Hi, I'm florian, how about we marry, it looks like a good idead to me" story. I sincerely would enjoy getting married at some point though, but psssst. It would be awesome of this story turns out some good way. A flirt I found out to be a crush with much more longing than to make any sense at all. I truly hate falling in love by now - I've been on SG since 2012, and I think in that time I've deeply fallen once, or maybe twice, and been crushed by crushes at least as many times. But that much longing as I feel now and even some hope, it's been a while. Like I said, I didn't get the tingles, but my heart gets really jumpy if I think about how wonderful this woman is.

Maybe I really found my fairy this time. And by "fairy" I mean a women who's speeding in her car listening to hardstyle and dancing as she drives. God, this was so much fun, I'd not even complain if we hit a tree at some point as long as I get to be myself and enjoy being with her (she's all herself anyway, and that's so wonderful). Life has colour like this.

For a few months now I'm wondering if my first tattoo will be the SGI logo I always wanted or the decadence one ;-) Obviously I'll post the pic :-)

Hope you all also had an exciting week!

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