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I’m in a dark place! A depressive state I have not experienced since, well in a very long time. I am lonely, so, so lonely. At times I can hear my soul screaming in my ears! And I wander through life alone, deflated, disillusioned, dispirited, disappointed, shocked, hopeless, powerless to effect change and empty! I cannot find a moment of happiness; how can I when...
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midnight:
Reaching out like this+writing is one of the best things you can do. No need to keep it all in<3
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My WCW, Check out her debut set here.


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stacymur:
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midnight:
she's so fucking beautiful
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I woke this morning with a feeling of profound loneliness. I get like this sometime, it's the introverts curse. There is loneliness that lives on the fringe most of my waking hours and then there is loneliness that digs its claws deep into my soul and threatens to drag me under, begs me to draw the curtains and blot out the light of hope. This...
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dansiego3:
I hear you man.  Loneliness sucks.  Particularly for people that get their energy from others.  I am in this boat for the last 8 mos job hunting, taking care of my dogs and my family when they are around.  But my wife and kid are introverts, so sometimes even them being home i don’t get access.  Of course you matter.  We all matter.  You matter to me.  But if we are lonely?  And possibly lost within ourselves?  Getting out takes creativity and energy.  Peace be with you brother.  These are troubling times as it is, and if there is any depression involved, i hope you are taking care of yourself!✌️
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I know what it’s like to be alone,

truly alone,

the kind of quiet that echoes in your soul

that claws at your skin

that crawls into your heart and drags in

it’s little friend sadness.

I know what it’s like to crave a touch

a look,

a smile,

a nod,

a conversation,

an embrace,

but…

there in none to be had

for you!

I...
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midnight:
beautiful
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I don't know who I am

anymore.

I want to be free,

to breathe,

to wander,

to wonder,

to love with abandon,

to be loved out loud

to laugh,

to linger in the arms of a woman soft,

a woman sweet,

a woman giving,

and free from ills.

I want to live again,

to get to know me again

without taking care of you.

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Images of thee

Haunt me,

Taunt me,

Because my Black Queen

Will never be mine,

I will never kiss thee,

Hold thee,

Behold thee as we make love,

Spoon thee in the afterglow of Orgasm,

Whisper snippets of love into your waking ears.

But…

I can’t let thee go,

Your beautiful face,

Your perfect brown hue,

Your soft shimmering eyes,

Your hands so slender and...
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