darcsaint

I have been single for two years, now. I haven't gotten laid in one. It's to the point where I am comfortable being alone, but at the same time I do get lonely. Even with all that, I refuse to let myself get (too) depressed. There is an idea out there that one can choose to be happy. I think this is true, partly because this accords with my belief that one's own will influences one's universe. "What I will is what will be."

Of course, that's also assuming that you have a strong will to make such a statement true, and that you want something that much. I like to think that I have a strong will, but I know it's not as strong as it should be. Still out on the decision of whether I want to find someone for a relationship, though.