daphnee

Hey at least they aren't sucking as bad as the Giants of late.

I just read your about me. I take Klonopin but I don't feel like a super hero but I certainly don't feel anxious anymore. That tattoo is very cool. I like it a lot. I am sorry to hear about the loss of your friends. Be well my new friend and thank you for your sweet comment.

I'm always game for some skydiving!

You made one comment. I'm intrigued...

ty for the comment, my life is pretty boring in comparrison to yours, I'm a total shut in/hermit, very anti-social. Once or twice a week I get out of the house and meet up with friends. The worst part of my mental disorders is dealing with all the delusional paranoia. I also have major jealousy issues regaurding my bf, and it's an ugly emotion to have, that hurts more than any other emotion. It hurts my bf too, he thinks I don't trust him, but I do. Trying my hardest not to screw up our relationship with my crazyness, but it's hard. We've been together for 7 years now.

If I didn't have my medication I can't imagine what I'd be like, I was damned near suicidal befor starting my meds. I used to cut myself a lot, but the meds block those urges. Now I fear death instead of craving it, and feel like I have a lot to live for.

But I keep screwing up everything good in my life. Plus I'm unemployed and feel like a leech. Fortunately I get a disability check for my bi-polar disorder and other stuff, but the check is only $666.00, and most of it is paying off old medical bills, and credit card debt. And the rest I blow on unnesecary junk because I have impulse control probs, therefore my mom manages my money for me. I'm 29 and I still live with my family, at least my bf liives with us too.

well I gotta go to the store and get groceries, I look foward to hearing from you again

Good luck on the set, look forward to seeing it x

I enjoyed reading your blog hope your thumb gets better soon, chainmail gloves my help LOL