My life has taken a turn for the unkown...I have a dead in job...my marriage is hanging on by a thread.
I had the realization today..and for most of the day had a clear head...something that doesn't happen often.
Turns out confessing that realization I had, in hopes that it would fix things, only made every thing worse. Maybe it is a test, maybe it is not...I just know that I am confused and not really sure which way to turn anymore.
My fallback of writing and music no longer help me...