I love sg. It’s not porn. It’s art and the celebration of females. But these days? Everyone wants stimulation in some form. Maybe they always have. My wife and i enjoy porn. We even considered opening up our relationship once. So each could explore latent bisexual interests. But we decided it is not for us. We are both satisfied but curious and interested in maintaining a healthy sex lifestyle. But i’ve been a “porn addict” my whole life. I don’t know what this means really despite having read psychology around it. I love my wife and fully enjoy the art of trying to make her come to orgasm. And in most things, i am most curious about her fantasies. I am possibly more creative than her due to my lifelong study of porn and sexual lifestyles. I just discovered chaterbate. I think we will both like this platform, as she is more of a voyeur. But all this sex on the internet? Aff? Snapfuck? Even myfreecams is interesting and sometimes sexual. I wonder if there is a cam community where people just get to know each other independent of sex?
For me? This all started with copies of penthouse magazine in about 1979. Watching a threesome happen, two girls on a guy. I’ve been obsessed with lesbians ever since. I think in my penis focused brain that watching my wife pleasure another woman would be awesome. But all my exposure over the years? I’m so open intellectually? Even a cock is beautiful to me now. The concept of group sex a beautiful thing but often impossible to experience without hurting someone. So many avenues to explore this stuff more safely now. I could likely deal with lack of exposure if my wife satisfied all my fantasies. It’s just not realistic to think she can. She can try and communication is great, should always be open. I guess i’m just confused on where we are going if all this sexuality is out on the table via electronic means.
