It's springtime and I think about how much the ending of Braveheart influences people who come from broken homes I suppose it is more normal now for children to grow up with divorced parents than It was when the older people were younger, I know I never really recovered. When I get a massage different parts of my body are with perceptions of how I manage to relate to different groups of people like a drummer who has different pieces in his drum kit. Sadly I wouldn't say that each part of me agrees with the rest at all. I feel like different groups of people in Braveheart grabbed a section and pulled it to pieces leaving a tired body that is grateful only to get up to serve again. Also, this website makes me think of this song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFY0ZZRFP1s
I recommend giving it a listen, kinda of a chilly day here.
It's best for me to remember to be thankful for all the wonderful things in my life as always my rural cabin retreat rented space, and my job even a few aquaintiences that give me a hint of feelings of community connection. Last but not least thankful for the motivation that got me out of bed today, I'm not going to the gym to get a great workout, but at least a little floor and chair yoga is better than none.