Well, I have one more shift at the Italian restaurant in my hometown and then I am taking some time off to grieve my mother. She was a legendary bag of artichoke hearts and cherry tomatoes, we enjoyed working with democrats (even the deep-fried dogs) from our community in Appalachia. I am looking forward to Yoga Jam and Pink Moon. I am praying the neighbors...
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The last few days have been huge lightning storms. Kellers Williams raw is a good CD for the younger folks. We buried my mom on our land with a small family burial. Brea Viragh is a good writer I want to read more of Fate Walks. Hannah B Akers is also quite a nice poet and I have enjoyed reading her book.
My mother is in hospice care which means she could pass away soon. I am tired and motivating myself to get the groceries for the week is the difficult priority of the day.
As a student at Virginia Tech one of the best engineering schools in the country we had a dining hall called West End Market. Some of my classmates bioengineered a new recipe for the standard American chicken nuggets as a senior design project. I worked on the green algae engineering perspective. Marijuana was illegal in VA then but I was part of NORML the national...
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My last crush came into my life like heaven from home I knew I was never allowed to get into. Fits and the Tantrums Out of My league but more than just a dream is one of my favorite songs. It's better to tag along with friends than to be totally alone in this world. Here is a quote From Fountain Head the book by...
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feeling like an old Peace frog seemed like a good thing until I realized everyone in Highschool just dissects them for amusement, education, and spare parts~ Also are people who randomly friend you on Facebook even real, I feel like I am caught in Virtual Matrix?
Well it's July fourth and I'm wondering what true freedom should feel like, I struggle with depression, to say the least for over erotic stimulation how can I dream if I am whipped cream. I'm tired of complaining to first-class gorgeous people who only want money and my spiritual submission. I'm sick of being tired and tired of being sick. I am a left-handed feminist...
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Love is a kind of prison of the mind Stockholm syndrome is the expression we are all tied up in for profit corperate capitalistic system that benefits no one.
Every time I meet a new person I feel like I have the choice of lying and trying to pretend to be normal and then losing them because I was being false and pretentious. Or I have the choice of being unique, hard to explain, and damaged in which case most people won't want to relate. Beauty, popularity, and natural positivity are often cards you...
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We had Golf Ball size hail at the Italian Restaurant yesterday, then lightning struck very close to home in the evening; Someone Thinks I should start going by Eagle Eye ...it Could stick;
Spring is in the air, the team work of being human allows for old zombies to serve and feel connected even though the lyrics life goes on long after the trill of living is gone chill to the bone, the world is a holographic universe and the stain of primordial instincst and social ecological mismanament is a bitter pill to swallow. They say the body...
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Mental heath care is the only field of study where you get paid to blame your subjects for your own inability to fit them into society not fix their problems and get paid anyway.