damn_pretty

Being at home today.. it makes me feel really sad. I'm not sure why. It might be the fact that last nights party wasn't what I had hoped, or wanted. Either way.. I'm glad I went, cause it got me out of my apartment. Where the couple roommates were fighting. And the other roommate was over at her boyfriends, so I was all by myself. Ugh. The party was ok. I hung out with my friend, and a few of the people I work with that were there. Me and Jaime got asked to do blow about 3x. Got old, really fast. Ugh. I don't do drugs anymore people. I nursed a nasty beer. Until about 1am when everyone left, and me and Jaime, and a handful of other people, hung out, chain smoked, and nursed more beers, and celebrated with the birthday boy. So I ended up home a little after 4. I was sleeping beautifully, and then one of my roommates came into my room and gave me some aspirin and some water, said it'd help with my lip, and heh.. well, the headache I'm sure I was going to have.

And now.. I sit here, after spending an entire morning sleeping. Being in a fucked up mood. Almost wishing I had more money to go get the other side of my lip pireced, because I'm angry. I'm fucking angry today at my ex. At stupid people who like to tell me when they run into her at a party. Stupid people who like to just be stupid. Gah. I fucking hate her. Maybe I'll go out to Saturday market, and go trip homeless people. That'll make me feel better. Oh yes. Much much better.