damn_pretty

Wow sorry to hear things are far from great. So as far as work is concerned, Sorry you are short staffed right now. that must suck ass, sepcially when you havent had the chance to sleep well. Look on the semi-bright side, atleast you arent bored at work, that is worse than being overwhelmed. Hope that gets better.

So the boy who stopped communicating has a bad week and than suddenly says hI, I kinda sorta need a crutch? I have never expected a girl to call personally, unless she says she will. kinda figure it is my responsability to care for the continued interest and bond. maybe i am just old school. who knows. I wouldnt sweat not callin him at all, its all good. Your friend sounds kinda scary, callin repeatedly is all too stalker like.
ANd hey, in order for people to leave, they have to be there in the first place, so that means that they are also good at showing up, and atleast hanging around. And besides that, if everyone who came and was in your life stayed, life would be a really crowded place. Some things are ment to come and go. It is the really special things , that just blow our minds that should actually stay.
SO!!If you can, try to cheer up! you have a beautiful face, and a smile on it looks Stunning. think of something fun and happy, like..shit i dunno. Holloween is almost here, that is good! Lots of cheap chocolate, and great dressup costumes, and fun parties. The weather let the sun come back out!!

Try to get some sleep. it will help. Drinking Tea sometimes helps. I dont drink tea, but i know alot of people do.



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thats just the way it goes sometimes. I honestly hate talking on the phone. would rather just talk in person. I hate when people spend hours on the phone when they could have just used that time to get together. but maybe thats just me.

best of luck

mmmmm pie.

I like pie too.

btw, there were no cookies in that cookie jar - but there was a sheetload of CANDY! Glorious candy!

I understand the bad boy thing all too well. I tend to lean towards the one's that are bordering on sociopath sometimes.

But, I found a balance (I think). Someone who can be rough, but not against my will. Someone who can be hard, elitist, and mean, but sweet and romantic when it comes to me.

Ah, to find a softspot in ones heart.

welllllll... thanks a bunch!

you have no idea how happy that makes me.

I really like the photo of you with your very cool glasses

grr... it's not you sweetie, it's all of mankind!

There are assholes, and then there are the good guys. Unfortunately, the majority of guys are assholes. Sometimes though, assholes can turn into good guys...Err...I'm just confusing myself! lol

Anyway, it's not you, hon, it's them. Don't let 'em get ya down.

I hate that.... guys are so annoying..

sleeping good nights = bowls before bed.
my solution anyway.
~ the angel*

I haven't been feeling like a mime lately.

You are such a major babe.

Whats your name? James
How old are you? 20
Whats your sign, baby? Virgo
Whats the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning? Take my prozac.
Whats the last thing you do before you go to sleep? smile, because I am holding my cute little kitty cat.
How often do you brush your teeth? Whenever I get the cance (I wish it was more often)
Is that your natural color on your head? yeah, but I want to change it to black
Its 2:14pm on a Friday afternoon, where are you most likely to be? Suicidegirls.com
They say that men speak 15,000 words a day and that women speak 30,000 which category do you fall in? much less than 15,000
Assuming your single (pretend if your not) you spot a random hottie in a bar/club, whats the first thing you do to get her attention? I will do nothing because I am an introvert.
Do you smoke? Hell no.
Whats your favorite tv show? (Yes pick just one) Pen and Teller Bullshit
Whats on your mouse pad right now? I have an optical mouse
Whats your backround picture of your computer? My own photography of the sky.
What kind of kicks you got on? skin
Whats your closet addiction? This site
Whats your guilty pleasure? chocolate milk
Look down at your nose (yes go cross-eyed) can you see the tip of your nose? it is a big schnoz, so yes.
Whats your occupation? student
Look around your room, describe it for me? it is a packed little sordid affair, I have musical instruments everywhere, tubas and euphonium. I have the Matriz Reloaded on right now, and the air conditioner is on.
In the last 24 hours how many times have you said fuck? mot many. I spend most of my time alone.
If you had 24 hours left to live how would you spend it? finding the closest nuclear weapon to set off.
What website do you go to usually at least 2,3 times on a given day? www.Suicidegirls.com. Thats it.
Whats your body mods? (or do you have some planned) I have Middle Earth planned for my back, and thats it.
If I were your cellphone/beeper, where would I be right now?
Don't have one
Its 2:14am on a Friday morning, where are you most likely to be? Asleep
If you could change one thing about yourself (inner/outer) what would it be? I don't know, probably my weight.
Lastly...
How honestly did you answer these randomly chosen questions? very honestly, but I plead the fifth on one, and you will have to guess on which one


Here is my desktop.

Lol i love reading these, suppose i could post some. definately not gonna post a whole one. i am too exausted after being at work for 13 hours.

Whats your name? Adam
How old are you? 28
Whats your sign? The twins by the standard zxodiac,
FireDragon by asian
Whats the first thing you do when you get up in the morning? Curse!
Whats the last thing you do before you go to sleep? wish i was next to someone i loved.
How often do you brush your teeth? Morning, after lunch, before bed.
Is that the natural color on your head? for now.
2:14 Friday afternoon? Im assisting in surgery
Men speak 15,000 words women speak 30,000, where do i fit? Probably about 35,000 i work with alot of women and also speak medical terminology and chat all day long.
So i am single, and how do i get the attention of a hottie? I dont right now, i work to much. but if i did, i would say whatever came to mind. never really had any good lines.
Do i smoke? No(though a rare cigar is pretty nice as long as it is a good one.
The background on my puter? Strongbad
what kind of kicks do i have on? Docs
CLoset addiction? HaggenDas
Guilty Pleasure? giving beautiful married women very nice back massages.
In the last 24 hours how many times have i said FUCK? i couldnt count.
If i had 24 hours left to live i would? get intouch with my biological father and my ex gf from highschool and tell them both i love them(in different ways) than go and disappear from the world never to be seen again. maybe be on unsolved mysteries.
Looking around my room. It is small. a giant Chinese Red dragon tapestry hangs on one wall. a picture of my Siberian Husky on another, next to a wolf calender. the walls are white, but not stark. behind me is my closet, empty, and my bookshelf full. infront of me is my puter desk, w tons of chit on it, papers, Transformers, money, golfballs. next to it is a lazy boy chair, piled with all my clothes in big black bags, ready to move out.

1. Brad
2. 22
3. Archer
4.Go back to bed since I only got 4hr sleep ( and or masterbate)
5. Brush teeth (and or masterbate)
6.2x day
7.Yes
8. 2:14pm at work unfortunatly
9. More the 30,000 words... dose that make me a girl???
10. I try and make eye contact in a casual way and then smile... If she smiles back step one is passed.... I go back to what I was doing If I notice her looking my way step 2 is passed ... I may give her a modest look atached to a smile... that usualy brings her to me... if not I work my way over and say somthing tactful to the situation.... I might wait until she gose to the bar first and fallow....its all about the right place and the right time.
11. NO SMOKING
12. NOVA
13.. N/A (has a lap top)
14. Logo to my short film
15. Kicks?
16. Dr. Pepper
17. Making moves
18.Yes
19. Video Geek ( cool translation Indie Filmmaker)
20. Drab blank walls and all my shit is in boxes because Im house sitting and don't wana bother unpacking things I will put in a box again soon enough.
21. 5-10
22. Making Love... but I'd settle for just fucking.
23. www.fanboypictures.com ... I own it... SG of course too.
24. Tatt of Dragon on back
25. In my car
26 2:14 am on friday... starting to fuck, fucking and or finishing fuckin with who??? that depends on my mood.
27, nothing Im happy with me
28. 100% honest

YES I WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU POSTED YOUR LIST TO MY PAGE!!

my answer to each question is "soup."

Ah... shy... I see.... honestly I'm a little more on the agressive side... but I can play up the shy with the best of them

i'm heading to Bend for labor day weekend.... well, outside of Sisters, really... so stoked...

i love central oregon... someday i'll liver there permanently..

well currently here is my bar's availability list for liquor.
Vodka: Grey Goose, Grey Goose Vanilla, Raspberry stolis, 3olives, and smirnoff.
Gin:Tanquery 10, Bombay Saphire
Whiskey:Crown Royal, Seagrams7, Seagrams VO Gold, and Jack Daniels
Burbon: Bookers, Woodford reserve
Scotch: Belvenie 12, Oban
Tequila: Sauza Hornitos, Margaritaville silver
Rum:Captain Morgans, Bacardi Citron, Bacardi Silver, Ron Rico citrus, Appleton Estates XO, Malibu, and Cabana boy cherry
Liquors. 99bananas, 99berries,Anisette, Ameretto, Baileys Cointreau, Frangelico, Kaluah, Godiva white chocolate, Roman Sambuca, Jaeger, Southern Comfort, Grand Mariner, Chamboard, Butterscotch, rumpleminz, Goldschlagger, Galliano, Blueberry, tripple sec, Peach schnapps, blue curacao, and a couple others. Hmm i should post this as my jurnal entry, lol

You know, I think your way of saying it really is better.

It certainly gets the point across, in any case.

I did mean cherry vodka, and yeah i am into cherry anything too. love the cabana boy cherry rum, cherry 7-up, whipcream w/cherries. on top. all of that stuff is good. As for the Vodka, it is by 3 olives. Have you ever taken cherry rum w/ 7-up? it is like cherry 7-up but sweeter. i love it. it is kinda a foofoo drink, so i always tell my more macho friends its vodka tonic.

And yes you definately are beautiful. you have some very classic features, reminicent of the old B&W movie divas. You are a woman that is very easy to look at

Lol, rum for me is only good when mixed. but the cabana boy rum, is really mild and more like a flavoured liquor. it is only like 40 or 60 proof, and qualifies as rum only due to how it is made. it just tastes like cherry syrup really. ANd i am a total vodka boy. Have 5 bottles here in my bar(have over 40 diff bottles total). but in my freezer i keep my grey goose, grey goose vanilla, raspberry stolis, and Jager.

And who says youll be able to keep me around. Course at attractive as you are id be a fool to try to get away..

Yeah, I (like Stitches) also never remember my dreams. I just wake up with a sense that something was strangely amiss and when I do try to piece together the few random images I do remember they all fall apart and I lose them.

Regardless, that dream seems pretty fucking terrible and I don't envy you in the slightest. Life's disturbing enough as it is without my own brain giving me shit to freak out about.

I would also like to add for the record that I am short...for the record.

So, yeah, ni probably shouldn't have drove home but i made it home fine.... Well we seemed to have meshed really well together, and we got along really good, we just seemed to have some obsticals in our way, but whatever. let me know next time you wanna hang, i am free next night after work, so i will call you when i am off.