damieno9

Do you ever what it would be like to know everything or to control the world? I do, daily and I try as hard as I can but no matter how much knowledge you obtain there's always going to be too much to digest. When I truly think about it I wonder if it's something I'd really want. You know? Would having complete control over everything be exhilarating or would it be a curse of infinite boredom. Probably a little of both. And then to know everything, what a seemingly lonely existence, you'd think one would want someone to share these experiences with. Then again there are students to be taught and lovers to be loved, but would it be fulfilling? I mean someone with such intellectual prowess would have to be able to change the world for the better right? Or would all these realizations lead to an apocalypse to put the beast of humanity to rest? I fantasize that once we die our soul will be filled with infinite knowledge and that we may be at some form of eternal peace, because then we'll know. I feel like the saying that "life is wasted on living" is one of the truest statements. If it is then show me how to live, show me how to break free from the mind numbing existence, Please.